revive it back for me.

everything that' s happening is really energy draining.
it's really the worst time of my life.
of course, i want the best for us.
i know it's partly my fault too.
cos due to exams, health's affected and terrible moodswings.
i just cant stop worry about you.
i really cant control my tears.
all the time, to hear silence from the other side of the line, to see your sideview,
i really really want to cry aloud.
i do have a really soft side. do not think me of otherwise.
yes, what can i do?
you're like that and im like that.
i have to just leave things this way. im in no condition to solve our problems right now.
i wan things to be like before i started school.
i doing whatever i can to make up for the damage i have done.
but please lend me yours too.
it's not an one man job.







everything just sucks for now.
im considering of quitting this course.
and moving on to poly for nursing.

yes. things are so fcuked up.i want this.