Tuesday, 2 December 2008

rock your blues away.

:D yes im back to blogging. I couldnt blog the whole month plus because my life's a total mess then. As much as i would like to blog it everything down, i cant. Partly because i know that someone dont read it anymore and whenever i type it out, it makes me even more confused. Everything's so unsure and i like everything to be clearcut and not leaving things hanging. I hate to take a step at a time unless i am left with no choice.

and now everything's settled. im so glad i broke free.

yay! i finally chose blogskin that i like. simple, nothing complicated. :DD
it took me most of the night lah. because there's something wrong with the codes and the person didnt reply meeeeee. and i had to figure it out myself. urgh.
i slept at 3am leh....

i think i need to do something about my punctuality. I need to be more discipline or rather .. er. i think just discipline. It's like sometimes i kinda heck care if im late to meet my friends =x and more punctual or earlier when im meeting someone else. ya =\
worse, i dont give a damn about punctuality in school/work nowadays.
Thinking back, i was never late before in pri school. i will make a big fuss out of it.
i starting to be late a FEW times ( i think?) only in sec4.
Then, im always always late for my foundation year when my class starts at 9am. -.- I need to do something! It's getting from better to worse!
first time in my whole life, im going to put BE PUNCTUAL AT ALL TIMES in my 2009 resolution.

you know for the whole month of november, i've been leaving my house at 8.30am when im supposed to start work at 8.30am *big smile!* Moreover, it takes me 1 hour to reach the office. Im soooo not guilty about being late here because they are super flexible.
I think i need someone to make some ground rules for me.
Like, if i reach work punctually, i'll get to eat my oreos on that day! and if i dont, im not allowed to eat the whole week.
wah, that one i sure die. :( but there isnt anyone to discipline me!
WAIT. i know what you are going to say. I know i know. i know i shouldnt depend on other people disciplining me.
IF i dont wanna be late, i should be doing correcting my mistakes myself. But my entire life has been ruled by my parents. Full of rules which i really need it to organise my life.

My friends who know me, knows that i very well cant do things all by myself =x
Because if i do, i end up not doing it and just give some lame excuses.
at the end of the day, to conclude this bullshyt post, i will still try to be punctual on my own. :D
because accomplishing your own targets, the satisfaction is priceless.


Jeff, upon seeing me not eating my greens, said that he's going to force down those on his own kid in future if they refuse to eat. sheesh.


im back to blog long story. heh. :D
omfg, there's so much work today!

i cant wait to see you

p.s. i just realised im not making any sense in this post. I hate people leaving things undone/unclear while im doing it myself.

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