foreign

today marks one week since my departure. Today many things i've thought about.
how much i miss my friends.
how hard my course is going to be.
i'm kinda finding it hard to adapt to this foreign education system.
i want my friends right now with me to tell me everything's okay because it doesnt seem at all to me.
and im like crying like shit. how i wish el or grace or yongen or other girls is here so i can cry my heart out.
i dont want to grow up so fast. i dont want this fucking biotech degree anymore.
it's damn fucking hard. seriously hard when everyone's more intelligent than you.
but i cant because i cant let my parents' hard earned money go to waste.
it's such a burden now.


and it's damn depressing to see everyone in groups.