everything takes time

I feel how joyce's feel man.
my future's unknown too.
hur, though i tell Z i wanna work in hospital labs.
i dont even know i can make it to graduation or not. =\
i still wanna be a nurse/kindgarten teacher which my family wont like it.


and even though i wanna be a nurse, i cant imagine myself poking into someone's vessel to draw out blood.
LMAO. this reminds me of "Chuet chung ho nam yun" HK movie which i can never stop watching it! played by Richie Ren and Cecilia Chung.
damn i love richie ren. :D

anyway, im back to square one.
take one step at a time.
but for me, there's just too many careers i wanna do, too much that i feel actually deep down i dont wanna do the career. More like i was influenced.

STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYY!