i dont think im the same anymore.
i've given myself tons of pain and hurt and screaming.
it doesnt help at all.
there's something that i want to do to release the unhappiness inside
till to date, i dont know what is it.

maybe i should go somewhere for a short trip on my own.
maybe i should stop using internet.
maybe i should stop schooling.


im really not happy on the surface.
i dont know how can i even smile to my friends.
im really not happy.

au revoir