Can you read my mind beautiful liar?

you peepos should listen to Beautiful Liar.
lyrics are so meaningful
i keep listening and listening to it.
because it's so true
i can relate to it because my life was once like this.


imma one who prefers songlyrics that i could relate to
which is what the singers are doing now lahs.
EXCEPT for a stupid song like im hot by dun0e who.
nice beats. yea. the song must be either attractive or soothing.
but what's make the song to get into your head no matter how long you try to shake it off.
or it will always be at the back of your head
it's the lyrics.


guys two-timing is sooo common.
it shows one thing.
to me.
dun trust a guy fully.
im not being biased.
i do agree that not all girls can be trusted.
but you have to admit girls are more faithful than guys.
we dun admit who we love the most.
dun gonna give a damn how you think of her.
cos you just dunoe her inside. dun judge!
catching up with some girls i haven been chatting since my Os
though they are with their current bf.
but they arent the one they loved most.
there's a dfiference boy.
cos they moved on. there's nthing they could do.
i still rmb vaguely when ms prem gave us this compre about
the diff between girls and boys being brought up.
girls were given dolls and teddybears while boys were given guns and toycars.
girls all about feelings but boys are about violence and thrillers.
i guess that affects the maturity.
if i ever gonna get a boychild dun care izzit my own or adoption
i wont give him guns. but im not giving him dolls either.
just stufftoys. =)

okay. maybe this opinion is too one-sided.

enlighten me den if you aint happy what i wrote. RARRR.




it's gonna be hard on me.
i haven settle up myself.
im getting paranoid when boys come up to me.
it's hard to pretend it nv happened.



some stanzas from beautiful liar.


Nobody likes being played

You never know
Why are we the ones who suffer
I have to let go
He won't be the one to cry


Let's not kill the karma
Let's not start a fight
It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Can't we laugh about it
It's not worth our time
We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

You never know
When the pain and heartbreak's over
I have to let go
The innocence is gone


Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me who's ashamed
And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame



this song also reminds me
smthg that one girlfriend asked : Do we bear grudges after the guy's left us.
to me
i have to agree with this. cos im like this. serious.
i think i bear grudges about every little stuff about my ex-es
erms. i think it's more than think bahs. lols.
when the couples are still together..
everything nvm de. ke yi forgive de.
after break liao. wah complain this and that to girlfriends.
but we're like this cos we're hurt be it whoever calls it off.
after we will be back to normal lahs.
C'MON WE NOT THAT EVIL LAHS.
just a tiny winsy bitsy evil? =)
ehs dun be offended arhs.
but i have seen and known some girls to be like this.
WHO WANTS A GOODYGOOD GIRL RAISE UP YOUR HANDS?
bet your relationship will be damn routined. xD
a lil naughty-ness *wink and evil spice up ya life.


that topic abt grudges leads me to this song.

Relient K- Which to bury; Us or the Hatchet

I think you know what I'm getting at

I find it so upsetting that

the memories that you select you keep the bad but the good you just forget

and even though I'm angry I can still say

I know my heart will break the day

when you peel out and drive away

I can't believe this happened

And all this time I never thought

that all we had would be all for not

No, I don't hate you

don't want to fight you

know I'll always love you

but right now I just don't like you

No, I don't hate you

don't want to fight you

know I'll always love you

but right now I just don't like you

cause you took this too far

Make your decision and don't you dare think twice

go with your instincts along with some bad advice

this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all

you blame me but some of this is still your fault

I tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge

I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge

I think you know what I'm getting at

you said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that

and wisdom always chooses

these black eyes and these bruises

over the heartache that they say

never completely goes away

(I just can't believe this happened

and one day we'll see this come around)

what happened to us

i heard that it's me we should blame

what happened to us

why didn't you stop me from turning out this way

and know that I don't hate you

and know that I don't want to fight you

and know that I'll always love you

but right now I just don't...

amazed.

how one song lead to another song.

i say music makes the world goes round.

=)

i even let andre hear beautiful liar.
he went wah. true true true.
he wanted to use this song for his friendster.
but too girly lahs!

guess what?!
he adore the song me and you by cassie.
LOLS. he's the first guy i kn0w who loves this song lahs.



another song i wanna say would be?? guess it. from my title.. =)



















hahaa. it's Read my Mind from the killers.
gosh. i cant never stop loving the killers since sec 2?
i loved another song which is Under The Gun.
woots.



i have been updating myself with songs and more songs
cos im bored with my old old old songs. rarrrr.
arctic monkeys are out with their new album! GO AND LISTEN! totally rocks my socks.
there's never a single silence in my life.
cos i just cant stand silence. intolerable of it. argh.
because my mind will go and thinkthinkthink&think more.
only thing is to stuff my ears with my ipod and blast it off!
even when i slp my radio must be switch on.
or else i feeeel weird and wake up suddenly in the middle of the night.
noise calms my soul though it's weird to say.
im quite paranoid during the night.
call me timid i dun care.


went back to sch with xiaoai on fri.
collected our certs and chatted with a few frens.
wah laus. so many ppl call me angmoh can.
argh. nvm soon im dye-ing a darker colour.
im a dilemma which to choose. dark purple or black to
match my green highlights.
after that went to her house.. she even gave me bobbi brown powder for free lahs!
wahlaus.
den we set off to town all these.
wanted to accompany her to cosmo de.
but sia lahs. scared mother scold me.
sianz-ed.
cos i oso wan to take up a makeup course!
hving some extra skills aint that bad de mahs.
can be freelance makeup artist. or at some store. mayb can even work
in Makeup Store arhs. =))
or even do own nailart. open my own shop! just like jonathan.
except i hope i wont be as suay as him lahs. =x
BUT I GOT NO TIME!
after my 10months i have to leave to aust straight away.
though mine finished in june.
the intake is august! ahhhh!
and i need time to adapt to their pace of living again.
i very long nv go australia le lors. sigh-
if only i could delay one year later..
so after doing those courses..
and working part-time to pay off the courses.
den i head to aust.
and waaaa lah!
a PhD medical sci student from UNSW with certs of makeup and nailart.
HEHEEEE
that's soooo unbelieveable lahs.
PhD i dun think i can make it.
probably with honours is enough.
but it's still uncertain.
AHHHHHHHH.



xiaoai.
when you finished your hairstylist course.
i be your model arh! =)))


sat. i received this anonymous call during work.
which the guy claims this company called the GlobalTrend.
or smth like that.
argh.
his pronounciation aint that clear.
i keep huh-ing all the way.
he said i won this dunoe what lucky draw
and the company wants me to advertise for them.
and i got 3 door gifts i can collect.
ONE OF THEM IS A SPA CAN.
but i was like huh huh huh huh..
den he even asked some questions of my private life.
like how old am i?
what's my occupation now.
so where am i going now.
that kind of stuff.
I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO TELL HIM EVERYTHING.
shortly i have to hung up cos i was busy!
he picked the wrong time.
but later his last sentence was erms. okay i call you again when you're free.
that's very very very weird.
normally ppl from this kind of line would say oh okay.
when you're free you call this number or
say around what time he/she calling back.
where got ppl say okay i call you again when you're free?
how the hell would you know WHEN im free?
jiejies was asking who call?
i say dunoe lehs. some guy say i won a lucky draw.
den think think think.
it's more like a fraud lors.
i dun remember doing a lucky draw thingy!
still ask me go to orchard near taka dunoe where de.
and where got ppl ask you to collect the gifts and ask abt your private life?
after work.
i immediately call that guy.
i wanted to scold him de lehs.
my starting sentence would be EHS! is this a prank call or what sia!
but den didnt. lols.
den he repeated the whole conversation twice
cos tanah merah lahs. poor reception.
he damn funny lahs.
den im like okay. going to orchard wont be of much harm. since im free.
at bedok mrt. he confirmed my name again.

he : so you're lynette rite? how do you spell it.
me: L-Y-N-E-T-T-E
he : oh. okay. you're lynette chong rite?
me: ehs. no lehs.
he: den you're lynette what?
me: ho.
he: oh. lynette ho. sorry sorry. i got the wrong lynette.
me: nvm nvm.

before that arh.
when he ask about my private life again arh.
i went on saying : erms? what has this got to do with the collection of the gifts?
i forgot what he say. lols. damn something like get to know you lahs.
after he know he got the wrong lynette,
he still continue talking to me lehs!

he: so you going shopping now arh?
me: ya. *so not true*
he: oh i see. alone?
me: ya.
he : ehs. you must watch this korean movie 200 pounds beauty.
me: o.O ooh. im going to watch that soon. *true true*
he : must watch. it's really nice. i caught it last thurs.
me: *wth has that got to do with me?* ohhh i see.
me: ehs you not working now mehs?
he : ya ya. i am. i have to put down. hahaha.
me : =.=" okay.
he : nice chatting with you! you have a sweet voice. sorry about the mistake
have a nice day!

wah. but im like..
HOW THE HELL HE GET TO KNOW MY NUMBER.
cant be 2 lynettes having the same number what!
wah laus. den i was thinking it's REALLY LIKE a fraud.
see arh. lynette ho. lynette chong
but maybe more of a coincidence bahs.
AIYO. DUNOE LAHS.
just hope i dun received anymore of this tooot phone calls.
even if i ask him.. he will still say lucky draw thingy. wth.



during the weekend.
took this Today issue lahs.
omg.
check this out about sex stuff. =)
this is totally written by this journalist, Neil Humphreys.
i think Humphreys are cute. xD
well..
as you know.
many many couples do car rocking at mt faber.
and he mentioned that sg has a higher statistics of ppl doing it weekly
than Britain and Austrailia.
LOLS.
and it said sg is likely to improve its statistics in the next global survey cos it's national football team retained the Tiger Cup this year. HAHA!
as he mentioned the reason to Britain and Aust having lower rates.
all prolly due to a common tale in Britain.
when a man's football team triumphs, his bedroom can be hotter than
a firecracker during CNY.
BUT if the team struggles, he can barely raise a smile.
i was laughing at this article lahs!
DEN i saw another article below this.
title : Filling in lucky draw forms may lead to unwanted phone calls.
linking to the anonymous phone call i encountered with
damn. i dun rmb filling any lucky draws.
ARGGGGGGH.
HOW HE GET MY NUMBER!

she seriously deserve someone better than you.
you MCP!
she's here waiting for you the whole day.
but you were actually out with other girl?
TOOOOOT you can?!
what is her status in your heart may i ask?
she has certainly gave up alot of her time because of you.
it's either you treat her better.
or im taking her with me away from you.