expressions.

ahh. i know i haven been updating!
you'll see why.
i must quit mass entries!
LOLS. so long. you will be tired of reading it.
right joyce? LOLS.

21st sept
=) hello.
i just came back from church camp : poly retreat today
now it's 1.19am. )=
and im tired but i dun wan to slp either.
part of it cos im waiting for his sms.
i seriously need to kick my habit for slping late!
though it's holiday week.
i still go to school daily for revision.
hardworking ehs? NAHS
den had the usual fellowship with the brothers on wed
and also with selina at ikea!
lols.
definitely free lunch again
den bro kokyong sent me back to TP to study.
studied till 10pm and he came to school to fetch me home.
yipee!
that's the day i was told about the poly retreat camp
though i do not study in poly coincidentally im hving holidays.
woohoo! went for it the very next day after studying and selina's NAFA
suprisingly, both of us are the only sisters staying over.
the rest are brothers. omg
this is the first time i went to Hall 2.
so it's a house not a building of itself.
wonder how small's hall 2 meetings.
was amazed by the number of places to eat right under the house!
pizzahut, lemongrass, kfc, xin wang, starbucks, some uncommon cafes blah blah
!!! nicholas-es, kimchi (real name), jesash were the ones staying over.
didnt really mix with them until friday. which is "today"
i must say i gained alot and am quite comfortable being with bros
nicholas ang is in NP studying biomedical sci
Kimchi is in SP studying optometry!
WTH! both guys are studying both courses that i wanted!
nvm (= bless them.
i was quite shocked when i heard that from them lahs.
T.T
overall, we all had great laugh together.


we read through the book of Ruth and Jonah.
super interesting sharings.
i even do my school homework lahs after everything till 2am.
selina was kind to let me have the light on while she slpt.
there's 2 xiaoqiangs in the room lahs claimed by nicholas.
imagine slping with those hairy wingy insects! T.T
saw one near my slping bag. rarr.
bro bwok wen didnt dare to be cruel to kill.
den the other xiaoqiang me and selina figured out that it's probably
trapped in the air conditioning. ROFL
ALOT of leg movements heard from the air-condition.
wanted to ask laogong to come along since he's worried
but he's erhems. =x
had heavy breakfast at macD, skipped lunch
and had pizzahut for dinner. haha.
however, shortly after a full dinner, pains surfaced.
argh. thought it's due to fullness though i ate only 2 slices.
it carried on for another 2hours plus den tak buleh tahan,
went to toilet but nth came out.
selina and xinsheng's mum came and asked.
concluded prolly it's gastrics.
damn. gastrics sucks. i was supposed to share!!
xinsheng's mum boiled water for me. so nice!
cos im still not familiar with hall 2 arrangements & stuff.
during our break time, alots of hymns singing.
mostly high pitch ones. lols.
oh ya. alex came to join us too.
home meeting ended at 10pm. brother peter sent me home.
talk on the way back home too.
dunoe why, all of a sudden, i just feel so comfortable now talking
to the older generations.
=) praise the Lord.


bro bwok wen shared something to us.
" I am a student who is a christian. I am a christian who is studying "
i must admit i am a student who is a christian.
right now, i dunoe how many youth meetings and sunday meetings i have missed.
partly due to the moving of house and my studies.
i really really neglected the Lord.
now i must learn to set my priorites right.
and i also must kick the habit of not going to church because yongen didnt go. =x
what a asshole i am.


22th sept
me, rongbin, yusheng and his gf went to sentosa.
YAY~
i had barely enough sleep lahs cos i went to do hwk.
me and rongbin arrived first. so we suntanned a while.
waited for around 2 hours, den they come.
we played with frisbee. den continued by digging a hole to cover yusheng. haha
o ya! while playing frisbee, we found money floating in the seawater!
ROFL
each of us picked up 2dollar bucks lahs.
=D so lucky lor.
used it to buy blackcurrant absolut vodka. HEHS.
it's with him now. and he better dun drink arh. rarrrr.

my skin is badly tanned. =(
i shouldnt have played with water lahs. shyt seh.
now im hurting everywhere, first time facial skin is peeled!
mei you lian jian ren lahs. T.T
my classmates all laughed at me. kevin called me clown and rudolph.
cos i have red cheeks and shiny red nose. ....
o well, i deserved it. im not going to be on the beach for 5 hours anymore.


23sept.
didnt go to church again. =x
faked mum that i went to sch to study.
instead went tm to find joyce, grace and mag.
yea. 3 of them was definitely shocked when they see my burnt skin.
T.T
alot of people stared like i contracted some disease. =.=
went to Soka to support joey for tp cpr.
we went to the wrong soka at first. aiya.
how we know got 2 soka de. anyway, it's just miscommunication.
we were at the soka near safra. and lazy to walk all the way near st. hilda's
so we took taxi. lols.
saw charles there too. grace said he's handsome. haha!
of cos! he's a westerner.
i didnt know soka was a japanese association lahs.
until they prayed in dunoe what kind of language which grace and i left the hall for the time.
i dun have discriminations against religions. i just felt inappropriate for me
to be in the hall with them.
after the poly retreat camp, i am eager to stand firm for my salvation.
i dunoe why, it just happens.
anyway, the performance is great esp tp cpr.
LOLS. it makes every inch of my muscles flex against the rhythm.
ahhh. i wan to go back dancing. T.T

lightsticks were given!

jump!

love revolves around us

4ofus.

stupid faces!

left after tp cpr, waited for that da xiao jie to come out and take photos for dunoe how long.
in the end, we left for bedok 85! woohoo.
it was really a fulfilling day with my girls.
made our stomachs bloated and took lots of photos.
there's never a day without fun with my girls.

24 &25 sept.
nothing much.
just that he fetches me home from school ard 10 plus during these 2 days.
and i moved back to my house on the 25sept.
was supposed to have fun with candles for mooncake festival but it was kinda late for yongen.
o well. i just wanted to celebrate cos im not sure if im still in sg next year.
aus dun celebrate this kind of stuff rite?
now the house is still with unpacked boxes. so hang on there okay.
when im hving housewarming, will inform you guys asap de. =)

recently im addicted to this song.
Tears dry on their own - Amy Winehouse
All I can ever be to you,
Is a darkness that we knew,
And this regret I had to get accustomed to,
Once it was so right,
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you in the hotel at night,
I knew I hadn't met my match,
But every moment we could snatch,
I don't know why I got so attached,
It's my responsibility,
And you don't owe nothing to me,
But to walk away I have no capacity

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in this grey, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,

I don't understand,
Why do I stress A man,
When there's so many better things at hand,
We could a never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is inevitable withdrawal,
Even if I stop wanting you,
A Perspective pushes thru,
I'll be some next man's other woman soon,

I shouldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men,


He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And it's OK,
In this blue shade,
My tears dry on their own,

So we are history,
YOUR shadow covers me
The sky above,
A blaze only that lovers see

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And it's OK,
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,

I wish I could SAY no regrets,
And no emotional debts,
And as we kiss goodbye the sun sets,
So we are history,
The shadow covers me,
The sky above a blaze that only lovers see,

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And it's OK,
In this blue Shade,
My tears dry on their own,

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And it's OK,
My deep shade,
My tears dry

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And it's OK,
My deep shade,
My tears dry.

26 sept
heyheys!
im using my laptop in engine com labs.
lazy to bring battery seh.
facial skin is really worse.
my bikini line is super pain! luckily he is there to carried my 5tonnes bag for me. =x
it's not fair! he was redder than me at sentosa.
and now he became fairer and he doesnt have terrible skin peeling. shyt.

just now had fellowship with the brothers again. yay!
im now excited to bring the Bible. yip yip hurray!

my renovated house felt like a stranger sia.
first night slping in was weird.
the house now can have echo though it is full of boxes.
im still like exploring the house. =.=
it's amazing lehs.
cos i found a few extra stuff. i love my studyroom! =)
my mother forgot to bring my mr.ci.labo facial wash!
rarrrr. i was oso lazy to go to the other house after studying for hours in school.
rongbin even waited for me to finish up my hwk at 2am plus to call me.
in the end, he was almost aslp. LOLS.
laogong, sumimasen! =)

anyway, i really wan to be a kid again and play with candles!!!
or else even melt all the candles together with dried leaves. =D
i didnt slpt till 3am plus and i woke up late today. =.=
left house at 9am, reached sch at 9,40am
so paiseh. cos i forgot the australian lecturer was taking over us.
and he marked me late!
luckily mr lee said the registry will be passed to him so he can undo.
MUAHAHAHA
after computing studies, went to his house since i have nth to do. =x

my facial wash. only in japan.

now i only trust this brand.

and now u shall have a sneak preview of my house.

tv "console"

toilet.

some says it looks like a hotel. lols.

my study room. with glass wall.

plus platform.

and my red room!

LOLS. so whoever've been to my house sure knows this is definitely a 360 change.

hahaha.

27sept
er. forgot what happened arh.
o ya! in the english class,
we had a informal debate.
topic: "All cats should be killed in S'pore"
wtf. inhumane!
of cos i won the debate. muahahaha.
i was so firm in my stand that teacher said, " no matter what you says, lynette will rebut "
lols.
and she oso added, " the bond with her and the cats can never be broken "
i just have no idea why. i was oso quite emotional at that time.
felt like crying all of a sudden.
this was the day that i felt ms lauw, my english teacher is like a mother to all of us.
we had conflicts, she tried to resolve with us.
she understood everyone of us.
she knew all of our tempers.
she reminds me of mr chionh.
and this day oso rained the worst.
rained practically the whole day. so cold!
after school. around 6.
wanted to order macD delivery.
but they said due to the bad weather and the safety of the motorcyclists,
they cant proceed our orders.
wth!
waited for half an hour for the rain to recede
hohoho.
yay!
but waited for 45mins for they to deliver.
there's a macD near soka association and yet they delivered so slow!
cos nowadays, i eat one meal around 4plus or so.
by 7pm, im hungry like hell le lahs.
me, pris, stella and jenissa was the only ones who stayed back to study.
but we need foood. RARR.
canteen 2 was closed so early.
asked that deliveryguy to deliver to our block.
i bet we're the most fussy customers. dun wan vege, dun wan ice. all sorts of drinks,
plus desserts. haha! and sauces! 10 sweetchilli, 6 ketchup, 1 garlic, 5 mayo, 2 curry.
had a great dinner with them.
ms lauw oso came down and talk to us for a while.
and so, after that we went to mug for chem.


28 sept.
HAHA!
finally im early for lesson.
reached school at 8.45am.MUAHAHAHA
stella was shocked. she said my name so loudly in the corridor.
"LYNETTE! YOU'RE EARLY!"
xD
apparently, cos my chemistry class is taken over by the australian lect.
so i dun wan to be marked as late oso!
hence, i decided to make an effort to wake up early.
im super proud of myself lahs.
cos the whole of almost 2 months, i started to be late for classes.
only the first two weeks, i was early. haha.
had chem test. aiya. my sg lecturer. Dr.Raja was so lenient.
in the end he said open book test. and we were discussing.
IT'S SUPER EASY! ahhh.
anyway, it's about mole calculations.
guess what, i mugged the whole of my holidays for this stupid topic.
i totally forgot. =x
after that, went to bf's house.
went to slp first to replenish my brain cells cos i had a tiring week.
den dyed his hair and he cooked dinner AGAIN. woohoo.


we can never seem to be even more than one day apart.
almost everyday i would see him.
the longest time we weren't together was when i was away in Japan.
im glad that my studies didnt affect our r/s alot.
he's been the one who's been giving in alot due to my hectic schedule.
i just hope it's not a one-way thing.
times when i just broke down, i really really need his support and he's always there.
and i'll do my best too.
i oso spoke to him about my thoughts of us.
finally, i took it off my chest.
boy, i cant thank you more.
imagine of not knowing you in my birthday chalet,
im sure im still keeping myself busy to forget someone.
what a life.
you showed me that you appreciate,care and love.

ilu

den i went back home around 9 plus.
was walking back through interchange den someone suddenly stood in front of me.
took me a while to recognise. ahh. im so slow.
GEORGE!!!
omg. why you keep long hair?!
didnt talk long cos he was with his fren.
i would wan to catch up with him!
because i felt it's very important to maintain friendships.
who can predict what will happen in the future.
everyone would be too busy to catch up.
at least meet once a while and catching up maintains it.
what's up, i knew him since pri school. he still asks how am i.
we used to be so close frens.
and alvin SOE too! bump into him at TP bus stop with scott when he was fetching me home.
i haven had the chance to meet el and jaclyn and yongen too. sad.
there's so many things i oso wan to do.
but TIME forbids it!
was walking through the park when i looked up to the moon.
it's still full. den i suddenly thought of my brother
which reminded me of the a chinese textbook about dunoe what story about war de.
"moon, moon, how's my brother?
pls tell him i miss him so.
it's only 3 months i didnt see him.
i felt it as though it's years ago."

bro bought this from universal studios for me.
cos he knows i love elmo!

it can cling to your hand cos the arms are wired.
so adorable!

thank you brother!

el. yea. i miss you too. no words could describe how much.
cherie! lols. i missed talking to you! always make me laugh.
okay.. it took me 4 hours to type this.
ROFL.
i need to do homework le!!
tata~


one moment, i felt angry about you.
next moment, i pitied that you.
i just hope everything's fine with you.