twisted up and down.

rarrrr.
i didnt attend classes today.
but now im blogging in sch.
super lame.
i got sore eyes today. SIBEI jialat.
argh. like that liao i oready missed 3 days of school.
and i haven catch up the previous tutorials. wah lau



august was a bad bad bad month for me.
being sick so many times.
hving a few arguments with him.
school work was STRESSFUL.
i just hope i can do it and get over it like O levels.
quite a few times, i was really upset and couldnt control my emotions
that rongbin had brought me to 85 to destress with beers.
now currently FOOD is the only way to destress that i become FATTER!
)=
i need to find a new way sia. if it continues im so going to be a pig.


im just sooo tired.
i need to study and do homework until sch's closed at 11pm
den if im not finished, i would go over to 24 MacD till 12am
that day was the worse. my father didnt wan to talk to me at all.
but it's for study sake. why cant i stay out late.
but the fact was i was with him but oso with my classmates.


and just now. he was slping on my lap like a pig.
he bought my dinner from xi men!!
my fav. meesua. ahhhh and oso fried chicken.
sedap! xD
i took snapshots of him. ssshhh.
recently whatever food i ate must be of soup type.
due to my throat inflammation. it's painful to swallow solid food.
i hate getting sick. hmpfhz.


sometimes i just cant helped feeling abit lonely.
i really want to just have a drink and sit with you girls.
gossips about the latest news and updates about everyone's lives.
gosh i just wish it could just happen.
i do cry at nights.
now i realised having a boyfriend always there isnt the same as being with
your girlfriends. it just not the same.


this course kills my soul.
and damn. i dun have the time to upload photos!


i feel bad for the people for whom i used his/her wireless network illegally
sorrry!
desperates measures! =x
dun worry. i wont use it after i moved back around 20 sept. WEE
redredred room come to mama *gleams