Sunday, 1 July 2007

haywired. at cross junction.

okay.
im sooo tired. on top of that im sick.
darn it.
so many things just happened over the past few days.
totally mixed emotions. aint sure if im supposed to happy.
mum keep saying why are my eyes always half opened.
obviously there's something wrong rite?
why wouldnt i wan to show the world i got biggggg eyes?
*rolls my biggy eyes*
the unsw seminar talk about aust was totally crapped.
waste of my time. father was furious that they didnt start on time.
it stated on the paper must arrived there 7pm SHARP.
we were earlier in fact.
what actually started 7pm SHARP was beverage time!
=.=
2.5 hours of my time just spent like that.
reached home almost 12. exhausted out.


went out with jaclyn on fri.
overall was definitely a fabulous day. =)
while waiting for her, received a call from unsw.
YAY. MOE MADE AN EXCEPTION FOR THIS BATCH.
LIKE FINALLY. IM NOT SCHOOL-LESS.
i love school. dont you know that?!
probably the thought " having no school is a useless bum " was instilled into me.
or something like that.
or im used to schooling oready. shrugs.
now no need to worry about leaving my girls 2000miles away.
cant wait to go to school together. rofl.
im sooooo tempted to shop while accompany her shopping.
and haha! i bought something HUGE to satisfy my hunger.
a huge huge huge brown bag. hahaha.
and it only cost me 35. though i saw an0ther shop which sells 30
but it's different.
and i wanted to buy an0ther huge bag. 18 bucks only. super nice graphics.
but nahs. money fly le. need to find an0ther job lor.
he even say can put his cat inside lahs. i think can put 3 cats inside.
lols.
i went to do my piercing oso. yay!
back to 11 piercings. re-pierced my tragus and did my left helix piercing.
went centrepoint with her a short while
den left with him and his fren to makan at taka.
rarrrrr. taka yoshinoya is diff from tm yoshinoya.
den walk around taka and off to home.
received shocking news from joyce.
whatever it is, though i kinda disliked his class cos sooo many girls came
for Ishi's class, but he's still a talented and a great person.
i'll still remember in him.


saturday was supposed to go sentosa with him, his fren and gf.
but omg. so early have to set off. 7plusam meet at hougang.
and neither do i wan to lie so much to my parents
so i didnt go. =\
but still meet them for a while before going to zenith's house.
luckily i remembered to bring his thumbdrive.
i borrowed to watch some movies.
blood and chocolate rox! and premonition.
wah seh. damn unexpecting twists and turns.
and i got an0ther 3 more movies from him. HEHS.
his recommendations are good lahs.
Hotfuzz (currently showing in theatres ) is a must catch.
REALLY.
and hippie, his maths and mental sums improved alot.
after tutoring, went to find him and his fren and gf.
lols, his fren and gf damn cute and funny lahs.
wanted to watch transformers @cine de.
but kns. mother dun allow. rarrrr.
they are going sentosa next week again.
just hope i can go. n0t sure when im moving out.


woke up this morning in tears.
didnt went for church cos we still have lots of packing to do.
mum and dad was in a heated quarrel.
i dun0e what happened. dad specially came to the room and told
" girl, you hear this arh. mummy say i dun care about this house.
okay. one day i'll leave this house. "
freak you.
i really wan to tell them "shut up! if you two still continues, i will be the
one who's leaving the house. "
i read somewhere from bro kokyong's emails about family.
" I am going away with my wife for a short trip (without my children). It has been many years that we do not spend 1 to 1 with one another. Glory be to God that HE opened a way for us. How important to have the foundation laid in a family. That is the love between husband and wife. Yes, we love our children very very much, but with so much of attention focusing on them, many a times, without realizing it, the bond between father and mother will slowly drifted away. Hardly do they come together, but everything they talk about is about their children study, tuition, future, spiritual life. Yet seldom do they (husband and wife) talk about themselves, Pray together, read the bible together, concerning one another spiritual life. Children look at us, the parent.The roots of many broken family alway lie in the relationship between husband and wife. And the source of GODLY LOVE is GOD. God is LOVE. "
im going emo.
and im really really exhausted.
didnt really eat much recently. told mum dun cook meat for me.
only vege and rice.
everything just accumlates.
and i only packed for 2 hours. and my eyelids weighs thousand tonnes!


and shall uploads next post.
my blog loooook so empty. ):

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