oh santa oh santa.

christmas is coming.
everyone's shopping on christmas spree.
setting up christmas tree and putting all decorations.
it's the month of giving. :)
everything's happening around me has revived me the memories
of oh-so-memorable christmas-s i had all these years.
reminding me of how i believe in the myth of existence of Santa Claus.
how innocent we were.
well people always chose to be in denial right? :D

i rmb my christmas wish last year was to wish for a long relationship with him*
but it didnt came true.
i was sooo sooo angry. angry that i wish i should have wished to have a better guy than that stupid asshole. not that that guy's still a asshole now. =/
and *poof* i met my special one on my birthday. haha! so drama.
my 16th birthday wish was to meet my special one that will celebrate every special moments with me. and tada~ it became reality.
we nevertheless always hope for something like a miracle to happen even though
we said it aloud "haha, it's just a myth. Santa Claus doesnt exist."

santa. all i wan for christmas this year

is
.
.
.
.
.

DEEP RED SONY SLIM

ISNT IT GORGEOUS?
i saw it on display at comics connection.
i grabbed grace instantly and show it to her.
mummy and her TOTALLY AGREED.
omgomgomg. i oso told boy that i want this!!!
lols. *hintshints.
I WAN THIS PRESENT!!! AHHHHHH.


gosh. love's in the air.
or rather sweetness is all over the atmosphere.
been influenced by extremely sweet couples.
so i've been exceptionally sweet and good to my boy.
lols. he tot somethin's up in my slevee. HAHA

what's christmas without christmas songs?!

all time fav. song Last Christmas.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shyed

I keep my distance but you still catch my eye

Tell me baby

Do you recognize me

Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kiss me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room and friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you and your soul of eyes

My God, I thought you were someone to rely on

Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A girl on a cover but you tore her apart

Maybe this year

Maybe this year I'll give it to someone special

Cause last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

And last Christmas

And this year

It won't be anything like, anything like

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

when christmas's over, another year will come soon in few days.

my results are coming on the 20th. right on the day for joey's bday celebration.

what a pile of shyt man.

time for reflections soon.

the best thing that ever happen to me was my boy.

though he isnt the smart type, the rich one, handsome guy.

he has his good points and that's enough.

i love my boy very very very much. :D

damn, zenith just shoo-ed away my enthusiasm
he said he rather i buy nintendo ds lite or what for something new.
damn. that red colour is attractive and he told me there's such things like GARSKIN.
=.=
ahhh. im in a junction.
ending this with much much love for my girls. :D


ps: mummmy. IM STILL IN SHOCK LAHS.
>< SSSSHHHHHHHH xD