HEEEEEEEE :D

my body still has not adjusted back to sg time. :(
i think by the time im adjusted, i'll be back in aussie.

i bump into Chionh Chye Aike on Sunday.
I was like mr chionh!!!!!! LOL.
and he said this " i think you will suit there fine, because you adapt to things easily. "
just a small chat w him before Durian Buffet starts! :DD

Been sleeping damn early lah. Like yesterday 9plus am till almost 10am this morning
and after a short chat with z @midnight, i fell aslp.
Even though i heard lots of convo sounds from yongen and syl, i was damn tired to lift my head and look forward.
and im awake at 4am.
actually before that. Because my aussie alarm has not ring yet which is 4am singapore time.

it's damn boredddddddddddd. no one is awake at this time!

there was a period of time i didnt wanna blog when in fact there's alot to blog.
Because no one will feel what im actually feeling.
Though it may be just a daily stuff like meet my boyfriend or just meet up with friends,
No one will actually understand how much i have missed them when im over there or how much longer i just wanna stare at their faces before i leave this place again.
They will just read and in their head ' ah, been through that ' or some other general comments
Though i feel confused sometimes, but im happy, im really really happy.
For once, i dont need to laugh out loud or have a fun time with friends to actually make myself happy. I can just smile and i feel a part of me has been load off and im happy.
It's been awhile for that.

I used to blog for the sake of memories.
Because im very forgetful, especially recently, i keep forgetting what z tells me.
I depended heavily on tech so much that i always reread my smses, histories or notes and whatever that refreshes my memory.
I dont blog like the past anymore. Jotting down places i go and whatever i do in a long-winded post.
no. no more of that. Because i feel that if it's special, it will be special and be kept in my memories. There's no need to tell anyone.

Habits have changed, so have i.
Met up with grace on sunday night as well.
She's damn freaking farnieeeeee, she says i always tell her shocking things that make her jaw drop. xD
Drama drama. She's one of the closest to me and i always always always talk to her whenever i have problems. Though sometimes she may not have advice for me, i always feel relieved after talking to her.
:) 6 years and still counting!

Results are out on friday. die.
I think i will see it on saturday instead. =\

Z recently surprised me with 2 oreo choco ice blendedddddddddddd! :DD