honesty

is it really the best policy?
Often we tell white lies.

Im coming back soon. I guess i cant really find a job to return my mum money that soon
besides i have lots of plans coming up too. =\
I wonder if my parents are gonna let me stay out for a few nights.
I really wanna club with my friends comfortably.
And not to think if they are checking out the chalet or tell more lies to cover up when they call me to check.
I was thinking of being more honest to my dad.
Like telling him my tongue piercing, and what are my plans for holidays and best, tell him that i have a boyfriend.

Somehow, i've got this feeling that he would be disappointed but he's much happier that i have decided to talk to him like his daughter and being honest about everything, not hiding anything else.

Of course i do not want to cause any shock to him or be disappointed in me for the remaining days of his life.
But the point is that, it IS the remaining days of his life. I want to share my thoughts with him like i used to. It's been long since i done that that i dont remember when i have shut him out of my life.

When we're on the phone, he always always always says 'Dont stress yourself out okay? If you need help just say. You must know that daddy always loves you okay? Just do whatever you want okay?'

So when he says this, it meant that he trust me alot. He has given me my own responsibility to control my own life. Not that im going to use it to my advantage. When he said that, does that mean i have my own freedom back in sg? I can imagine my mum's face when i tell her that im going clubbing.


Im just gonna give it a shot, at least im still talking to my parents about the issue. At the very least, we're talking it out, voicing out thoughts out, letting each other know and showing concern and respect. I just hope everything work out man. I love them alot. I want them to know that Im much more sensible and independent now.


lol syl, nah, it's not because of you :D. I was just sooo mad about my studying earlier on. Serious.