For You love me.

Now i also have the motivation to make a better r/s with the Lord.
Maybe it's due to my circle of friends. Most of them are christians
and im very touched to their huge power of faith in Him.
They really give everything to them.
I had some small talk to them and now i felt the urge to talk to Him and get closer to Him.


I know i have drifted far far away from Him.
Now i want to love Him once again.
He has not forgotten me at all. I know.
I prayed so hard, so hard about my dad's wellbeing.
And now my dad's fine. He has heard my prayers.


I used to think reading bible is boring even though i know alot verses apply to us in many ways.
And my church has this monthly bible verses schedule which i always fail to follow.
Now i have created my own monthly bible schedule.
I will read two verses everyday, randomly picked once open to a random page.
Because i know He have something for me everyday.
And i will type it out on Words for memory sake.

Last night, I had this urge to talk to Shina. She wasnt having a good time at first but she said i made her day. I then felt so happy after hearing that. I miss youth meeting. I have not found a church yet. I went to hillsong a few times but i didnt felt right though the people are ultra nice!

To those who prayed for my dad too, I thank you. He's fine now :)
And thankyou for helping me through this dark period.


And behold, I am coming quickly, and My reward is with Me, to give every one according to his work. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last. Rev 22:12-13