Wednesday, 20 May 2009

It must have been God's will.

now i just realised that indeed living overseas on your own is a great experience.
Everything's on my own.
Laundry, Cooking, Studies, Friends.
I have to constantly think when should i do my laundry, housecleaning
what should i cook tonight? Should i go out with friends today? Do i have assignments due? What do i have to do today? Is this necessary spending? Do i need to buy this now? Am i using too much internet and electricity?

Everything almost everyday.
Everyone who knows me that Im a very pampered girl who always seek help from others and will give up whenever she met with a setback and seek comfort in her friends.
I would have NEVER done that in singapore.
Im sure i've changed for the better.
I cant help but to be more considerate over here. Like the internet over here. Im staying in school till 10pm so i can use less internet at home because im sharing with my housemates. If i exceed it, neither of us are going to be happy cos we cant use it.
Everyone here says im blessed with good housemates. I guess im real lucky for being a first-timer sharing house. It's hard to find everyone watching tv, eating popcorns, laugh together and even sharing one queen size blanket. It is as if we were friends for a long time. It's very homely, esp. when all of them are very caring to me since im a first year, first sem.

Once i was very upset, they saw me with puffy eyes, they gave me a cup of hot tea and told me everything will be alright. They didnt probe in what happened.

Even the singaporeans i made friends with, Im youngest again. All the guys are 22 years old onwards, i think, they are very friendly and gentleman. They dont even let me push the trolley when i was going to the grocceries with them. lol. I have not made much friends with other guys, more of guys of my age and they are more rowdy and fun. The guys here, are still fun but in a different way. I dont know how different but yea.

And the girls, they also treat me like their own sister. T.T I always always always wanted a sister. All of them are just so sweeet to me! Because they know what im going through now, whenever i bump into them in school, they will always ask how am i now and how things are now. I can always call them if i need any help. They dont make me feel left out.

Recently been bumping into them alot in schools and then we had lunch as a big group. lol.
We are literally bonded together, help each other in every way, show concern etc.

This made me realised how anti-social i am in singapore.
I always have the problem of showing my feelings.
Now, i've told myself to try to break through and try things differently once im back in sg.


I guess everyone goes through this stage. The guys here knows how to bake and cook very well! Lol. Guys who knows how to cook are attractive :)

This will sound stupid, until now i still feel like it's a dream im in australia, making such fabulous friends and all the studies stress seems so virtual.


Happy birthday Daddy, and im damn happy God has given you the best birthday present ever.

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