EXPLODED! beware of that hot lava. LOLS.

okay.
im seriously fed up fed up fed up fedup!
ARGH
seriously no words can describe my anger.
the anger just accumulates and accumulates that
im sure it's as high as mt everest.
andre can testify that.
cos i was like shouting, quarrelling and fuming over the phone.
and benedict kor. rarrrrrrrrrrrr.


#1 father threaten to cut my greenhighlights.
so right now. it's either i dye it black or im going to defy him by using something to cover the green ones.
i dun understand what's wrong with green?!
sch haven starts. i still haven have my fun trying out the colours.
/edited/
okay. i decided not to defy him.
because a few mins ago, mother received a call from papa.
doctor has found an blocked artery in his heart.
and of cos you needa clear it lahs!
or else kena heart attack.
i dun wan him to have another heart attack.
i dun wan to anger him le. T.T
i rmb the last time he had an heart attack few years back. gosh. it's frightening.
he hasnt even believed in the Lord yet.
we haven move our house and enjoy the new life yet.
he hasnt seen me graduated from UNSW. i wan to make him proud.
i wan to prove him wrong that im not the pampered girl who used to
ask her maid to be her PA until she's sec1.
he hasnt seen korkor marry and producing the nxt generation.
there's sooo many things he hasnt done or seen.
i dun wan him to leave the world yet.
and i haven told him how much i really cared and loved him.
why must heart problems be hereditary!!!!
my ahgong had heartproblems too. and he died due to heart attack.
and im proud of my ahgong. though he married this grandma i have.
but because of this grandma i have, they produced my one and only dadddy.
papa used to tell me alot alot of things of ahgong. even mummy oso.
mummy have high respect for ahgong. i trust mummy judgement!
cos i nv seen ahgong before. T.T
and papa still collects the drawings that ahgong drew.
gosh. if only papa sells it off ahh. we could have hundred thousands!
well. like ppl say. when the artist had died, their works are very valuable.
sigh~ papa oso got draw! almost the same quality as ahgong.
that's why i always ask papa to help me do my artwork when i was in prisch.
trust me. i nv done a single artwork until im sec1. HEHS!
it's either my maid or my dad.

#2 blardy boss.
now she tells me that the timetable that she had given me is of no use.
cos apparently jonathan is working till this sat. so from nxt week onwards.
i HAVE to work everyday.
knnpcb. WAH LAUS. IM SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF BY HER.
AND SHE ALWAYS CHECK WHETHER IM PLAYING GAME WHEN
IT'S OBVIOUSLY IM DOING DATA-ENTRY.
and is this the kind of attitude you should be giving to me?
just anyhow flunk that timesheet on my table and walk off?
what kind of example are you showing me?
no wonder no one wants to vote you and you had to rise the votes up
by getting close with the other levels.
YOU DUNOE WHAT I REALLY AM.
AND I CAN BE MORE VICIOUS THAT THIS.
dun you go too overboard lady.
AND NOW BECAUSE OF HER. MY PLANS ARE *TOOTTOOTTOOT*
wah laus. now my birthday chalet must be on weekends le lahs.
kns. and im supposed to give girlfrens a surprise at the mushroom.
it's all ruinED ruinED. i cant even have some rest days.
nonononononononooonononoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
smile smile smile smile. i wont let this tiny lil bitch who i could just flatten with my cute last finger to ruin my mood.

/edited/ they are not even employing another temp.!! im the only one lors!



#3 blardy work.
THIS JOB. CAUSED ALL MY TEN LONG NAILS TO BE SHORT.
IT OSO LEFT MANY PAPER CUTS ON MY 2 PALMS.
IT'S SOOO ROUGH LIKE SOME OLD HOUSEWIFE'S FINGERS
AND I HAD TO MOISTURISE IT ARGGGGGGGGH.
that blardy HUGE staplers went into my fingertip and i didnt know
and i accidentally dragged it and there's a line over there. TOOOOOOT
pain lahs! the papers had blood lors! and i had to reprint it. freak.
that blardy photocopy machine.
there's some sharp edges at the paper container..
i went to fill it with papers, and nxt time i knew it..
3 fingernails of mine were teared.
and note. it went into the meat area and there's blood.
WAH LAUS!!!!!!!!!!!!! UBER UBER PAIN THAT I COULDNT DO MY JOB.
i could only slowly type instead of unstapling the documents.
EHS! yes. im pretty unhappy with my job.
but thank god there's sadiah, rosli, siewkim and sheryl, mongfui, juntak and how could i forget my fav. girls. peihwa and emilie who made me happy.
o ya! there's one time. that Rosli, juntak, mongfui and some other guy acted out the MSU.
SO FUNNY! i was really bursting cos my face was hella red.



#4 my phone.
argggggggh. it really went sot.
it keep restarting and restarting lahs.
I WAN THAT BROWN K800I CAN?



#5 egoistic guys.
argh.
i came back from mia, wanted to catch up with my 3kors.
and i had an unpleasant welcome.
DUN TALK LAHS.
im really really beginning to detest guys.
probably i haven been talking to guys all that.
but i really cant stand them anymore.
THEY ARE ACTUALLY WORSE THAN GIRLS CAN?
sad to say, they WERE my guyfrens.
they actually whine to me? hello? act like a guy can?
i wanted to say dun you have a backbone?
but reckoned that it could be used back to girls so i didnt. =)
and some thinks that they are soooooooo handsome and awesome and great.
wtf.
hello. you aint that great. seee! cos you're boasting about yourself.
a great guy would be handsome, sensitive, understanding, humble, smart,
unselfish, fair, rich, humorous and the list goes on with the good ones.
and that great guy will nv exist in this world.
everyone has their flaws.
ehs. that sentence is like contradicting to my point of view about guys lahs.
hmmmm. okay. probably im in the bad mood.
so i kinda bringing guys down.
argh! but i really cannot tahan lahs!







SEEEEEE. i have soooo many things that im sooo erupting about.
but nvm!
today im tutoring zenith, go orchard to hand my timesheet, meet jacq and do hair spa@clarke quay! and going tonning and watching 200 pounds midnight movie! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
hehshehs.
i think it should take over my problems. =))))))))))