usual rantings

okay.
typing this post while he went out to buy something.
yea, im at his house.
TOO tired to stay back today and we asked teacher to postpone the test.
OMG! i forgot. the girls went kbox den i could oso join them after . T.T
just a quick and short post.
just in a few days so many things happened.
class probs, boyfriend, family and frens matters,
on top of that, STUDIES.
damn it.
was quite emotional yesterday. almost cried the whole day.
talked it out with him.
i hope it'll be the same as last time.
all i want is just stable r/s and two-way communication.



and about my houswarming, prolly in december. =x
cos now, only my mum doing the unpacking no else.
and i always go home around 10 plus. yups

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

okay. that's was last week stuff.

haha. it was still an emotional week.

i just cant control my emotions.

i can just breakdown suddenly for no reason in front of him

of cos he was shocked. =x

exams in 1 and a half months time.

i just hope i can get 8.9 for GPA seh.

until now i have no idea where am i going.

brother keep calling my hp to tell me the proofs of poor career prospects

for studying biomedical sci.

bth lahs. he even asked a fren of his who is studying PhD biomedical sci

in UNSW.

fk.

what am i supposed to choose? business course? you jolly knew that i

hate business course due to its competitiveness.

you said that what for i study sci when im struggling.

hello. better than doing nothing and it's my interest.

why force me to study the things i dun want. what's the use of forcing me.

the result you will get is a rebellious me.

currently my results aint that bad.

english i topped in class. woohoo!

maths. im coping very well cos it's differeniation! :)

chemistry cos it's about mole concept.

physics. MATI. totally dunoe anything.

i wan to get 8.9GPA badly.

cos most of the sci degrees are 7.5 and 8.0 with an english C+

i dun mind doing double degree either.

yesterday yanndar increased my song lists to a thousand oready. LOLS.

it really sucks that i cant use the internet at my own house.

and im currently obsessed with shelter- corrinne may

and now our 4th month is approaching.

damn. i struggling to do the present. i just hope he likes it.

his tight hugs are the best assurance i could ever have.