you are loved.

geez, 4 posts in a day. that's really a gem.
LOLS!
one more post before i really start studying.
really. i will study. afterall, no way im going to flunk computing studies.

xiao rongbin! you're fishing now with your brothers.
didnt get to see you today. =\
i dunoe why i had the urge to tell you how much i love you in the sms.
bet you're shocked when you received it uhs.
haha.

it is you who have made me see this world as a better one.
i also have made my thinkings much more simpler.
days with you are the hightlights of my life.
you are the first to make me realise that my way of connecting words are harsh.
in the past, i dun think i cared about people feelings after i voiced out my opinions.
den i realised you're not insensitive. you're as sensitive as me towards feelings.
it just that you dun tell me at all. Then i realised it's not only you who have to please me but i also have to please you too.

it is also you who showed me that money isnt everything.
dates doesnt have to be expensive.
with the free movies website, i can snuggle up in the bed with you anytime.
you are always warm and im always cold. i can cool you down and you can warm me up. yay!
perfect combination. hahaha!
everyone knows i spend money like paper.
apart from the shopping sprees earlier, i have a reason.
I DIDNT SHOP FOR 5 MONTHS! and my bday's coming soon.
so i can take it as early bday presents from mommie! xD
but you managed to control my spending from the very first start.
i always always feel that guys should always give girls gifts without reason.
that's sweet huh.. but dunoe why, im okay with you not giving me anything at first.
but then i realised i know you truly love me and has given me your whole heart. :)
i guess that's the most important.


and i know you're trying your very best to make me happy.
like you're really really cutting down on your smoking. and it seems like your nose's getting better!
you keep wearing the shirt that i bought for you! :)
you're attending school regularly! yay!
your english is also improving lehs! haha..


and i feel so comfortable with you.
i can have girl talks and gossips with you. well. you're a girl to me also. HAHA!
i can really behave like a whining, petty 5 year old girl in front of you which i never dare to do infront of my parents.
i can do all kinds of silly face and things infront of you too. but sometimes you also join in the fun with me. HAHA.

you're really my bestfriend, listening ear, my blanket, my bodyguard, my steady go out fren, my transportation, my pillow and bloster and stufftoy (LOLS) and last but not least, my lover.

i really really wish that in the future, we will be still like this whether im in australia or coming back. i really really hope that nothing bad happens to us.
But if something do happens, im okay with it.
afterall, it is me who leaves the country. opening an entry to all kinds of problems.


and and and, i wasnt this mushy until i get to know you okay!
so it's your fault! xP
everyone can be my witnesses. i hate being "oh laogong, woaini" that kind of thing last time.
but then this time, im more than willing to say it to you because time is running short.
i really really want you to know what really are my feelings towards you.


im really happy that you are happy after you read the message.
your voice sounded so pleased and in nine cloud and like i poured down a mountain of honey down your throat. haha.
you're just so cute!
once again, ily.



Rongbin.Lynette
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