(^00^)

countless misfortunates have happened to me.
i really wonder why.
why everything just crash on me?

the freaking school has not given me any news yet.


someone told me good things will always happen after the bad.
but you also can say the bad will always come after your luck is emptied.


im not pessismistic.


im just tired how im being played around.


i kinda thought the chalet would end happily. but it didnt.
it really didnt. i was really breakdown like shyt and feel really helpless.



on the second night,
after we sent grace home, it was just the 4 of us.
timothy, ivan, me and mag.
timothy left due to his father.
ivan and mag stayed till 2plus am i think.
i cant deny im afraid.
i have a phobia of darkness and silence.
so i switch on all the lights, blast my laptop and close the curtains.
there, i stare in the blank spaces till 7am. i couldnt sleep at all.
i dun even dare to go the toilet or look in the mirror.
i was paranoid.
i cant blame anyone for not staying. all of you have responsibilities.
i dun have.

den i realised, i have so many thiings to carry.
and there's no one to help me.
1 wooden mahjong table, 2 mahjong sets. 3 heavy plastic bags, my laptop and my bag.
i called grace immediately.
she cant.
i started feeling all stressed up. i cant bring the mahjong things home as my mother hates me playing mahjong.
even if i am allowed, how the hell am i going to carry everything?!!
Why do things always happen this way?
den i got remembered of my 17th birthday chalet.
it was because of that bastard, that's why i got company.
which i dun wan to think of that anymore.

i kept calling the guys. no ans.
time kept ticking away. and there's no phone calls.
20 mins more. i called the front desk to delay 1 more hour for me.
i even called justin who's at the doctor's at that point.
he's always there to help me. thankyou.
but i shouldnt bother you since you're sick. you need rest okay?


30 mins more. timothy called.
thank god. i really really really thank god! i explained to him that im in a freaking fix
and he went to bathe immediately.
from the room to the lobby, i made a total of 3 trips.
my last trip was the mahjong table which i could hardly move.
because it keeps knocking on my bruise.
and he saw me. he helped me with it.
i really really couldnt have done it without his help. seriously and honestly.
and he's damn sweet lahs. totally my life saviour.

he offered to stay in for the second night knowing that i will be alone.
i kindly reject because he wasnt really supposed to come on the second day.
he was supposed to go out with his friend but instead he brought him here.
i feel bad already. and he slept only for a few hours for the first day.
and he even say he can persuade his parents which means there's possibility that his parents
wants him home. so i dun think i should be that selfish to ask him to stay over.
he went home with the guys on the 2nd day at 4 plus and came over at 7plus.
and he has school at 2pm. totally lack of rest so how can i ask him to stayover?

anyway,
HAHA. on our way to my house.
we were damn vulgar. he carried the mahjong table and one mahjong set.
i even threw the bag of plates, fork and everything away because i have no hand for it.
we kept stopping. even though my house's just across the road.
both of us were wearing black fully lahs under the hot scorching sun.
we both tried ways to carry the things better but to no avail.
he waited for me downstairs while i put the stuff down and wash the pot to give back yongen.
i immediately puked when i opened the cover.
( i think i still can smell it. EEEEEW)
he waited quite long for me because i had to clean my vomit and the pot. i keep pressing the cleaning agent into the pot to get rid of the smell.


den on set to our next journey - yongen's house.
im so damn not looking forward.
without anything, i can reach her house in 10 mins.
but at the rate we're doing, i dare say we will reach in 30mins.
i gave up halfway. i called her maid to help us.
she cant because she's babysitting. ahhhhh.
on the way, we are being stopped by lots of phone calls.
urgh! i was the one carrying the mahjong table lahs!
because timothy felt pain in his hand and his leg.
my mum and yongen's mum keep calling. annoying lehs!
but yongen's mum was nearby so we could just put everything in the car.
yea!


after putting everythin in the car, i treated him to lunch which is the least i can do.
he came down immediately after my phone call.
i brought him to my fav. shredded chicken noodles stall. i didnt know he likes that.
and he was saying it's really really nice.
and we rest a lil because we were really kinda jelly so we chat.
Sent him to bus stop 81 as he had to go to school already.
bump into johan and nick on the way.
this freaking guy's crazy about bubble tea. i dun have the money so i cant buy bubbletea.
after we crossed the bridge, he reminded that he could have borrowed money from them to buy bubbletea!
LOLS. and we crossed back and he also bought one for me.
and yada yada~


i went home and ruixiang called me.
WTH! he just woke up! -.-
he felt bad and apologised for not helping us.
actually, i really really didnt know he's that nice and sweet.
in the first place, i wasnt that close to him at all.
because in school, he always bully me! haha.
He was concerned of my brokened nail because he was also playing bowling then.
He even bought me greentea when he came after a short rest at home.
He bought those because i think he overhear me telling yongen that there's no greentea! and i was so sad. LOLS.
i didnt tell him at all. he's damn sweet lahs.
and he even brought nail cliper for me too! because i told him everyone's not at home now so i cant ask them for nail cliper for my poor brokened nail.


i would definitely like to hang out with the both of them. they are so funny!
and they bullied me too. both of them ganged up in pillow fights against me.
ruixiang hit me, i chased him but i got hit by timothy.
i chased timothy, i got hit by ruixiang. and it continues for a while. URGH!
and yongen just stood there watching. wth!



next day : tuesday.
woke up at noon.
switch on my laptop.
left it there and watch lil kids central.
came back, everything hangs. restart. BLANK. not loading.
WTH! panic panic panic panic.
i keep restarting and it's not loading! ahhhh!
i need to go out soon to meet weiliang!
my mood was totally ruined but i feel bad about cancelling.

i lost my warranty card. i got 3 years warranty lahs!
urgh.
i ransack the whole house to look for it.
but it's been almost 1 year, how can i remember lahs! rarrr.
Rang up the service centre, they told me if i find the invoice, that would alright
THANK GOODNESS, MY MUM FOUND THE INVOICE!


you girls also know im miss tardy queen right?!
i was meeting him at cine at 5. i left my house at 4.
i reached there punctually! once i sat down, clock struck at 5. LOLS!
and he's the one who's late. tsk tsk.
i warn him that i will be late but he didnt tell me! he said he's always the one waiting for people.
i couldnt catch his eurasian friend's name. =x
but they are damn nice to chat with lahs.
we watch "Get Smart" at plaza instead. i didnt really enjoy the movie because of my laptop.
=\
but it's really worth watching it. HAHA.

i couldnt use my baby!
so i watch teebee and smsing till i doze off.


wednesday.
brought my baby all the way to acer service centre.
JURONG EAST LEHS! i slept all the way in the mrt.
kns. and i had to take bus. i missed the bus stop.
so i had to turn back.
and the the service centre's all the way back. and i queued for like 1 hour.
it's damn crowded lahs! i saw 5 of my laptop was being serviced.
i was wondering how does the people treat the laptop.
someone told me that i gave my baby a hardcore training! lols! being on for almost 24/7
there's seriously alot of people there lahs.
at least my baby's fine. :DDDDDDDDDD nothing's wrong with her.


the guy test test test. told me one of the RAM was faulty. but they cant replace it.
It's other company. and told me IMM has that shop.
My baby's totally fine except for that RAM.
THANK GOD IT'S NOT THE HARDWARE! THANK GOD MY DAD'S UNTOUCHED!
i walked all the way to IMM from mrt because i tot it's near.
but i was wrong! from the mrt, it looks near ONLY!
it took me 20 mins to reach there.


I found the shop but they told me there wasnt any stock for it.
WTF LAHS!
and he saw my address on the invoice.
he was stunned that i came all the way from pasir ris.
He told me to go to a shop in Sim Lim Square.
AHHHHHHH! i left immediately because that shop will be closed in almost 1 hour's time.
den i forgot to ask him to check for me if there's any stock in that shop.
urgh. muddlehead me.
i was praying hard that i wont make another wasted trip.


Found the shop and approached this charming guy :DDD
LOLS. THANK GOD THEY HAVE STOCK FOR IT.
and they even helped me put it back.
YAY! MY BABY'S PERFECT ONCE AGAIN!
walked around bugis before heading back home.
even though i was totally drained out, im damn comforted that none of my data is affected.


o ya, i was alone the whole day. i was travelling on my own.
:D im damn street smart man!
i didnt pay anything for the new RAM but the freaking travelling fare was like 7 bucks can?!
I HATE ADULT FARE!



i hope things will get better.
photos will be up in the next post.