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drinking my bubble tea as im typing this :))))))))))))))))
yes, finally im getting down to blogging.


there's alot of drastic changes in my life within these few days. or rather almost a week.
met up with grace last friday to chill.
we ended up talking for 5 hours. lols.
it's been long since we just talk about the past, future, present.
being honest with each other about lots of comments.
practically everything. :)
i like this kinda of chats. it brings us closer to understanding each other. :)
i love you, grace! *big hugs!


and, i got back with him a couple of days go.
it came out quite a shock to my friends.
believe me, i didnt expect this at all. neither did he.
things are much better now.
we talked alot and realised previously were all misunderstandings.
for future, it's hard to say. =\
i know im still leaving for overseas and it will be a greater fall this time if anything happens.
im taking a big risk but this time, i really want to spend the remaining days with him.
i have chose this path, so im prepared for the worst.
i do know what im doing.
:) thanks for your concern and trust.
situations are quite different now, so just hope the future's brighter.


so, yesterday went out with him and yongen to watch MNE2.
it's really an emotional show. it truly depicts the situation in singapore.
and jack neo really did a good job in this movie.
he made the mother's role such an overwhelming as well as insignifcant one
a classic movie about a mother's sacrifices indirectly.
and after that we just spend the rest of time together.
it's been long since we really really talk and spending the time alone.
and im really really happy that you're now taking the initiative to make things work.
i still feel insecure and scared about how things are going to happen in future,
you still try your best to assure me without all those future future bullshit :)))
then went to meet grace and serkiat after their church at night before going home.


and i just got back from work @heeren!
ahhhhh. it's kinda difficult for me.
because in this environment, i must be much much proactive.
and im damn nervous today.
i dont know any co-workers except for the managers and big boss.
menu's really different. many things to take note of.
call system's different too! :(
and i have to start recognising new dishes. rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


weiliang came by to heeren today.
but today's not the real opening so he didnt came up to look for me.


and yea! im going to his house tml morning before he leaves for work.
someone's a chef nowwwww.
HEH. can eat lots of good stuff now.
and finally i can get to his cat, mimi!


:))) i need to sleep liao.
ciaociao!