i feeeeeeeel goooooood nananananannana~

i want to rant something that it's useless already.


on 22nd may, the day before my chemistry exam paper.
Hell was going on between my parents and i.
I got the victory and i was all smiles when i was going to sleep.
Right after chemistry paper, took the usual 27 and 86 to his house but only to find it empty.
His elder brother and dad asked me about his whereabouts, i told them i have no clue at all.
Went down to the basketball court many times to check if he's there.
Waited, crying aimlessly for 7 hours at his house doing nothing but lying on the bed.
8.34pm, he's there.
called him but was ignored.
went up and things starts to happen.
and it was the end.


all i wanted to tell him was im not going overseas anymore.
i have managed to persuade my parents not to let me study overseas anymore.
i was going to poly to take up nursing course.


and that's partially why i didnt go overseas this year.
Plans was delayed.


Feeling much better after letting this secret out.
No one knows about this.
but Lynette's gonna be happy.
She's not going to cry for another bastard. She will be happy because it feels good to be happy insanely. HAHA.
LONG gone were those crying days.