eyes.

as i've promised, some visuals!
this post's gonna be a lil touchy ehs.

to sylvia i have to do the surgery :( because the bottom two are very close to one of a nerve which could caused permanent numbess in the chin if those two damage the nerve. Those two are also slanted 90 degrees ( if you know what i mean ). So when they are growing, they will be pushing the neigbouring teeth, causing a lil gap which could cause decay also. and the upper two are too high up which is close to another nerve, sinus. :( so many complications.

first of all, i really really really miss you girls.


this was our last group photo! :(
you girls are all i have (of cos including el and yongen)
everyone's busy with schoolwork!
sigh, those times we could just laugh and chill were long gone
especially with this goin-to-be-adult phase.
somehow felt ...
i dont know why but it just overwhelms me with this kinda feeling.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
but i know we will meet soon. all of us. :)

and as you can see, it's my F-A-T face.
this was taken on the 3rd day


it's damn freaking ugly. that's why i dare not go out like 5 days can?!
i was freaking efffing bored. URGH.
even my parents are laughing at me whenever they see me.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh lauuuuu. damn freaking demoralising.
even grace also laugh! when i asked her over to keep me company.
i even cooked maggie mee for her can?! and she laughed?! wth.
i thought it's pretty normal to have a swollen face after wisdom extraction.
until yongen's loverboy told me it's because they were using drilling.
hence the swollen face.
wtf.
THOSE WERE THE EMBARRASSING DAYS.
and 2 days ago, i PULLED out two strings from my gum by myself.
it was painful! i didnt know it was the stitches!
it was damn freaking irritating and uncomfortable!
i already removed my stitches last week. urgh. and that guy was also the surgeon for my surgery.
im really wondering how he could forget how many stitches he did for me.
he could remembered how difficult the process was..
i really wanted to go back to the centre to remove those strings
but thought of the transport fare, wahh. dont want already.
self-service better.
i could feel my skin being pulled. =\

after the swolleness has subsided, i want to get excessive amts of VitD
so i draggged yongen to vivo. LOLS.
and got our long-waited HEI ice cream! it's freaking richhhhhhhhhhh!
someone commented that i look like this cat above!
which i felt quite complimented. HAHA.

yay! im a kid!

and after the sunset and many camwhorings, decided to find someone who has a jack russell!

presenting copper!

hmmm, my life is lacking of excitement and thrills!
my used-to-be-always-free brudder, zenith is busy also. wah sai lahs.
he got so much work from LaSelle or NAFA when he only started school this week.
rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
and that yongen got her loverboy.
nvm, i will continue watching my NCIS. HMPFHZ. got 5 seasons to watch. lols.

melancholy. in a good way. :)

been listening to this song though. :(( (where are you?)

Cant Help But Wait - Trey Sonz ft. Piles
[Intro:]
I can't help but wait
Ohh uh
Can't help but wait
Check it out

[Trey Songz:]
I see you, you with him
He ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by while he lies
Then turn right round and forgive
I can't take to see your face
With those tears runnin down your cheeks
but what can i do
I gotta stay true
Cause deep down I'm still a G

Bridge:]
And I don't want to come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can


[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Plies:]
I can tell how u walk he ain't sexing u right
Imagine us takin cold showers late night
Kissin all over yo body, mouth full of ice
Lay u flat while I rub lotion on yo back
Help u grease yo scalp while I drink Yac
And let u spray my cologne on yo t-bags
Answer all yo questions bout a goon life
Whisper bust it baby in yo ear, how u like
We make love to each other after we play fight
I know it's good cause u squeezing me real tight
U got the qualities of being a real good wife
U'll feel better after u get the lame out ya life


[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait


[Breakdown:]
Get it together
You can do better
See is believin
And I see what you need so
I'm going to play my position
Let you catch what you've been missing
I'm calling out


Girl cause I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait baby


Till you get back with him
It don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

Ohohoh
Can't help wait
No oh no oh no oh
I can't help but wait
Can't help but wait
Ohohoh
Can't help wait
No no no