random thoughts

boohoos.
im blogging during work :DD
im able to do that so in leisure time.
and since there isnt anything for me to do.

i've been reading my storybook the whole time.
and been mingling a few girls.
:D most of the temps are in my age range.
so it's quite fun to hang out with them.


and today im drinking again.
supposedly with alan at clarke quay since i've been wanting to try sex on the beach.
but i think i go w/ yongen instead.
im in need of girls talk.
we need each other company.
and i realised there isnt any pub in pasir ris.
-.-

i dont really feel at ease with guys anymore.


sometimes i really think why i give a damn about love.
i dont feel special anymore.
not in anyone's eyes.
not even in him.
especially him.
no sense of security. no special attention.
because he has given to another person.