what is going on?

never been so mixed up before.
have you ever been so scared of love before?
have you ever forget your loved one once in a while?
have you ever try to distance yourself from your loved one so you wont get so hurt in future?
i feel that's so selfish and basket.

i have no idea what the hell im thinking right now.
all i know im able to rot at home with my musick away from the reality.
sometimes, i really dont like the life in singapore.
life's hard nowadays.
i just feel that way.
zhen de hen nan zuo ren. hen nan.


sometimes i really wonder if i can be a cat next life.
serious! i can ching my claws out. lols.
can walk like model. xD
look at humans with my beady eyes and get food. HEH.
lols!
but i know every living organism have their own difficulties de. =\

:(
i feel damn bad. damn guilty.
yesterday we watched Wall.E and Death race.
and we ate at newyorknewyork.
and went to buy couple rings.
all totally burnt his pocket. :(
until now im still feeling damn damn damn guilty!

Death Race is a must watch.
I SUPER LOVE THE STORYLINE.
Jason Statham's damn hot!


the weather's been affecting my mood recently.
i used to love rain alot.
but not this time.
urgh.
it's affecting my thoughts.
and i think this post's redundant. =\


suddenly, i feel everything's messed up again.