Am i..
rude? I think im rude. I have no idea why but i just feel that im rude.
i got quite irritated when someone msg me in skype.
I didnt bother to reply him then. Im not so sure im irritated because that guy thinks im damn obliged to talk to him or he could have been more polite by asking "hello im jackie......."
(are they the same thing? oh well, you should get what im trying to say)
Then it struck me that since when i would think this way. Soon after, i realised i have changed, not sure for the better or worse. When i was much more naive and soft-hearted, i think i would continue talking to that blardy guy and probably thinking the guy's weird in my head.
I think it's scary to realised somehow you have changed suddenly. like WOAH.
Oh, probably he's from China which is contributing to the fact i dont want to talk to him. Maybe im biased or whatever, i just dont really like China people. I didnt have much good encounters with them at all. I am Chinese but it doesnt mean im not allowed to dislike them or whatever. Even if i dislike them, i dont show my displeasure to them straight in the face/ hurl vulgurities at them or spit at every China people i see. I still give them respect because no one is able to choose their nationality before they were born. Im also not saying China people are a disgrace to be. It's not their fault that they are China people who happens to be the kind that i dont really like.
I believe everyone has their good and bad sides. I do not judge China people like they are some criminals.
Im definitely sure im not like this when i was younger because im damn gullible and always got tricked.
Too much has happened over the couple of years that has mould me into this.
I dare to reject people now. As if it's not my problem at all, i dont really want to be a part of it.
Friends wise, of course it's a different case.
I dont even know why i wanna talk about this.
i got quite irritated when someone msg me in skype.
Jackie: Hello! Please add me to your Contact list.
Lynette Ho: erm. why?
Jackie: I am from China and just want to chat with you. This is my
first time to use skype
I didnt bother to reply him then. Im not so sure im irritated because that guy thinks im damn obliged to talk to him or he could have been more polite by asking "hello im jackie......."
(are they the same thing? oh well, you should get what im trying to say)
Then it struck me that since when i would think this way. Soon after, i realised i have changed, not sure for the better or worse. When i was much more naive and soft-hearted, i think i would continue talking to that blardy guy and probably thinking the guy's weird in my head.
I think it's scary to realised somehow you have changed suddenly. like WOAH.
Oh, probably he's from China which is contributing to the fact i dont want to talk to him. Maybe im biased or whatever, i just dont really like China people. I didnt have much good encounters with them at all. I am Chinese but it doesnt mean im not allowed to dislike them or whatever. Even if i dislike them, i dont show my displeasure to them straight in the face/ hurl vulgurities at them or spit at every China people i see. I still give them respect because no one is able to choose their nationality before they were born. Im also not saying China people are a disgrace to be. It's not their fault that they are China people who happens to be the kind that i dont really like.
I believe everyone has their good and bad sides. I do not judge China people like they are some criminals.
Im definitely sure im not like this when i was younger because im damn gullible and always got tricked.
Too much has happened over the couple of years that has mould me into this.
I dare to reject people now. As if it's not my problem at all, i dont really want to be a part of it.
Friends wise, of course it's a different case.
I dont even know why i wanna talk about this.
posted by lynette at
16:45
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