this is the time

when i dont feel like talking to anyone else except im very close to
because im kinda tired to explain everything from the beginning until the end.
it's not that im staying away from friends
but it has been a long week which i have been introducing myself non-stop.
singaporeans, indonesians, locals, everyone i bump in classes and parties.


i have no idea why i feel so tired out of a sudden
when i was just so hyper yesterday before clubbing.

but i didnt make it to the party in the end for some reasons.


Just to tell you all know,
though im adapting over here very well, having lots of fun and socialising alot, shopping like hell, making lots of friends, loving the freedom and this culture etc etc, home's still home for me. Because that's where you all are in. You all can understand me without me explaining much or just by looking at me.


and there's so many birthdays that are coming up and yet i cant attend.
which reminds me that im celebrating my 19th here =\ without my girlfriends for the first time.
kinda depressing.


it's bitch birthday tml and grace's in a few days time.


im not being emo. im just missing home.