moving on.

and because of my ego,
i dont want to sought help from anyone
which is making me quite miserable.

because of this ego,
i refuse, totally refuse to admit defeat.
i will, definitely adapt to all of this eventually.

because of it,
i feel like a total failure and crap at the same time.



Im starting to thinking 'bout the past again.
urgh, something's bothering me.
but i dont know what is it.