i will definitely

feel like banging my head if the headaches still continues tml.
i dont know if it's migraine or whatever because it's a constant pain
not that it's painful or whatever but you know something's in your head that's sooooo irritating
and it's making my head soooo heavy. It's making me alll so moodless that i wasnt really having much fun yesterday at the dinner and i had to smile to refrain from people asking me 'why i look so glum'


i tried so many ways, it just doesnt helps.
im eating chocolates ( in case the headaches are caused by stress) but it doesnt helps!
im also eating lots of spinach to replenish my blood levels because i have quite low blood pressure but it's still no use.
panadols even!
goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i think i will be turning an irritating girl on monday.
i even had lots of terrible dreams last night which im afraid it's due to being stressed out unconsciously. it's really terrible. there are people who died and there's this bombing also. like wwIII then something else.

and my father's hospitalised again for his heart and it's been a few days alrdy and my mum didnt tell me and my brother because he told her not to tell us so we wont worry.

there's a test on monday. fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
i cant think straight and study properly.

even blogging out all these things doesnt help! omg.



oh dear, i thought of another deadly possbility. Radiation from my tv. the past few nights i didnt shut my tv off and it's like 1m away from my bed only. oh fuck man.

it's really killing me. mentally and physically.