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z said it's been long since i last blogged.
hur, wait till my school gets me real stressed, you can see umpteen posts on each day
because i always always wanna distract myself when i get stressed up.
BAD habit :(


anyway, since he's out and im bored of stoning and im all home alone :( and the weather's freaking cold though there's sun but it's useless anyway, i shall blog :D
I woke up today, wanting to go to school.
It's maths lecture, which i never missed it BEFORE.
Im soooooooooo tired today. :( When i went to shower, fuckinggggg cold.
It's all so cold that i dont want to leave my room.
But after that i feel so energetic, i wanna go to school.
Look at the time, lecture has alrdy ended.
and that's my only lecture for the day. YAY. :D


It has been exceptionally hard for me to overcome the inertia today.
I dont know if im really really tired, or still jetlag or im just pushing away my responsibilities.
i have not even unpack.
=\
Im such a lazybum
I feel so disgusted at myself

I must work hard this semester. I must.


and many people has been telling me long-dist r/s is hard which the time is mainly the reason.
i cant help to agree.
when i wake up, it's 6am in sg.
when i wanna sleep, it's 9 or 10pm that's when everyone going to start msn-ing
and Z came online at 9plus am SG to talk to me when he always nua until dont know what time.
Alot of sacrifices have to be done.
*pray*


hungry like fuck.

i want singapore :(

i dont know what to blog alrdy. :(