bittersweet memories

*edited*
i just came back from our celebration.
it didnt really exactly turn out rite.
what happened was...
we were on our way back, but he needs to go to the toilet.
i was supposed to wait for him outside
but i asked him if he sees anyone sitting on the sands.
because im sure i saw some white figure. under the trees.
cos fear just suddenly overcame to me.
he knew something was wrong so he drag me to the gents so i wont be alone outside.
LOLS. he was worried and i was frightened.
i told my mum den my mum told father.
father came to talk to me and asked me to go to counselling.
im definitely traumatized. but i see no use in it.
but i just cant control my tears.
what's more, stella and i was talking about this issue early this afternoon.


MONDAY
argh. first day of the week is soooo terrible.
woke up at 8.45am and class starts in 15mins time and im having test today!!
terribly late. haha! do i look like i care?!
i made the effort to be early for the whole of last week lehs!
time to rest more. =x
obvious resort is definitely taxi! haha. :)
left the house around 9.15, flagged a taxi in less than a min.
=( i was supposed to miss class. omg.
and guess what, that uncle took only 7mins to reach sch.
im sooo destined to take the test.

was talking to elhannah about taxi on mon.
because i have been taking taxi way too often.
not only because of school, but due to my laziness to walk from his house
o the bus stop, so i took taxi home.
$$$ ~~yay! finally talked to you. enjoy your last week of your holidays.


anyway, after maths test, all of us were zombies
all teachers pitied us cos physics got us so worried that distracted us for the entire day.
stayed back for awhile and went to find him and weijie and edward.
i just wasnt in the good mood to talk lahs.
went up to arcade for fun and while idling there,
me, weijie and edward was WAH when we saw one guy break the record.
somemore he look toot toot one. dressed uncle-liked but look quite young.


on tues, i resisted the temptation to take taxi okay.
HAHA. and i was early! sort of. 9.15am.
teacher was the one who said i was early. muahahaha.
guess what. i failed my maths test paper. HAHA. first time seh.
i got the lowest. xD and im still happy. HOHOHO

but halfway through the day, i dun feel so good.
terrible cramps. damn.
so i left during lunch break and skipped physics test.
didnt went home cos mother sure say me de so i went to bf's house.
took taxi to his house. =x
how to expect a person who cant walk straight to take 3 diff buses to go somewhere?
so i just flagged for a taxi. haha!
den i slpt for 2 hours at his house which put me in full charge mode.
once i've woken, we both decided to eat beef noodles at kovan.
he rode me to his fren's house den we all went to makan together.
i sat on the bicycle until butt pain arh, legs went numb.
cos the journey damn long lehs. from sengkang ride all the way to hougang.
and even got minor accident with a pole because of him looking elsewhere.
ahhh. yuhsheng got 2 dogs! soo cute and friendly lahs.
got one arh. super HEAVY. i cant even lift it up.



the beef noodles werent that good lahs
but we all agree the soup is super nice and fragant. woohoo.
after dinner, went walk walk. played pool den went heartland mall and bought
sushi and icecream. HAHA. yuhsheng was amazed with my huge appetite.
den his gf replied " den dun say me liao hor "
xD damn cute lahs.


went back to his house den home sweet home.
didnt really slp the whole night.
partly was on the phone with someone for hours.
and im glad that i smsed you. at least our frendship isnt that awkward
anymore. and i'll be willing to be your listener.
den after that, i talked to him. LOLS.
den tada~ im sure im still awake when i shut my eyes to slp.


den today was so far alright.
saw grace, serkiat, alyssa, han and many more.
haha. so i shall correct to a SUPER HAPPY DAY!
partly i think cos it's our 4th month. muahaha
and i finished reading my remaining chapters in Exodus and had fellowship.
it's just pure happiness from within.
and talked to stella alot of personal issues.
which makes me feel much closer to her than any other classmates.


I DUN WAN THE WEATHER TO RAIN...
please dun rain please dun rain.
everytime i wan to go to the beach, it just rains.
i wan the dark clouds to *poof poof*
i wan to play with candles!!!
but first we're going to changi to get some fishing stuff
cos he's gonna fish with his bro at ubin on sat.
so i wont be seeing him the whole time.
but it's okay cos it's joyce birthday by time. haha!
im gonna skip my jap class for her.
ahhh. okay it's late and i should go and get ready. lalala.
and im giving him our present late because i had no time to finish it up!!


ciaos.