Monday, 21 January 2008

i wish you were here with me tonight.

yours truly's sick =(


that's why there aint any proper post to blog on her blog since last year!

if you were lucky, you may have seen some posts that were directly to him and now i have made them into drafts because there's no reasons to post them anymore. :D


LOVE TO HEAR FROM ME?!

MISS ME OR NOT?!

NOT EVEN ABIT?!

WAH LAUS. SMACK YOU LAHS!


rofl. pardon me mydarlings. :DDD
i have been to the doctor's and hospital for 3 times now.
it's very sickening indeed.
i only had one week of school and it had made me sick for one week.
medicines accumulated to 8 tablets and 2 syrup. boohoo to that.
some who knew of my condition, thankyou for your concern!
and there are umpteen times i wanted to blog an entry.
it's either i opened an new entry for the whole day and stared blankly at it and only to close it when i was about to sleep or when something happened to blogger and it didnt save my entry due to some errors.
_|_
so i was pissed and lazy to type it all over again.
this is like my 5th time typing an entry.
blardy blogger better saved it.


and in my recovering stage, i had a very very 'high' time with my classmates and boyf.
all of them commented that i must have eaten too many dosage of my medi.
=.=
i think i have to agree with them.
and i think im still having the high-ness inside me. :D proof from the above section. haha.
i went to draw my table and vandalised it.
scribbled alot of nonsense on foolscap and classmates have a hard time controlling my high-ness
i wasnt paying any attention to classes at all. i couldnt.


days before i went to doc was terrible too.
all i did was to sleep at boy's crib after school.
because i cant slp at home!
it was like im having insomnia.
slept for 2 hours den tossed and turned, waking up every hour until it's time to go to school.
i was complaining to boy about that.
den the day before, we went to amk hub to buy his bag den head to jalan kayu for roti prata.
to our despair, it started raining like someone just poured a huge pail of water on sg.
it immediately flood!
im like ohgosh.
we were forced to buy a umbrella from a nearby 7-11.
still i was wet from head to toe due to the blardy wind.
and i was exposed to air-conditioner for a good half-an-hour.
i think that's the last straw that my body could take it.
because when we went back to his house, i was sneezing and sneezing and boy commented to his mother that i looked half-dead.


during the 2 days away from books, notes and words,
i felt like i was in holiday again. (not including the quesy feeling i was experiencing, joint aches and blocked nose, sore throat etc)
i managed to clear my sleep debt! REALLY.
I SLEPT A TOTAL OF 34-37 HOURS OF SLEEP.
IT'S REALLY BLISSFUL.
i slept that much until kevin asked why only my left eye has eyebag when i went back to school.
ROFL.
i have many many caring classmates and friends and boyfriend.
:D
boy's extremely concerned about my health because i had a real difficulty in breathing.
there's once his finger was poked by some weights machine in gym and it wouldnt stop bleeding for 15minutes.
he immediately called me to check on my health cos he thinks it's a bad omen.
right at that moment, i wanted to get down the bus and cabbed to his school just to hug him.
he just have a silly way to sweeten me up.


that very same day that i had my MC taken, i went to A&E at midnight.
father was really worried because panadols didnt take effect on me and i had 4 chill attacks oready. was still shaking like a drug addict.
at CGH, i was asked to sit at the segregate area. D:
i wanted to slp on my mum's lap! ( so what if im acting like a kid! hmpfhz)
but everything's alright den. they only gave me more medicines.
they gave me an antibiotics which i didnt know i was allergied to.
omg. i only experienced rashes 2 days later. ugly ugly.
so i had to go back to the clinic den i know it was in their record. =.=
careless me.


father even told me he bumped into an ex-air stewardness one day.

father: ehs? you're not working today?
she: i resigned long ago already.
father: how come?
she: there's once i took my usual antibiotics : penicillin. i was on flight. i took an extra dosage den my face became crumbled and wrinkled soon. it was an allergy reaction. i was forced to resign at that time.

=.= omg. how scary it is lahs.
now i remembered clearly what are my allergies.


den den den went to celebrated my "oh-so-good" fren SIHUI'S 18TH B'DAY!
ROFL.
my my my, she has definitely looked prettier and shed some weights huh!
went with boy. two of us were the earliest so we played 3 person mahjong.
den came her poly frens, ELHANNAH HO, jiayin den more poly frens and the old clique.
woohoo. it's definitely a blast lahs.
finally get to look at her boyfriend after 7 months.
me and boy occupied the 2 seater sofa all day long. :D
the catered food was delicious especially the mayo prawns. :D


and today wasnt a great day either. boooos.
i didnt really felt that good in the morning while preparing to go to school.
and i had to wait for half an hour because of the long queue due to broke-down-mrts.
picturing myself fainting at interchange made me kept my consciousness.
i really really feel like vomitting but that blardy guy behind me was so engrossed with his stupid pilot psp game, he didnt want to move a lil to let me sit down. RARRR.
i had to vomit JUST before boarding the bus.
it's embarrassing and that guy with his fren was like wondering why i suddenly left the queue.
RARRR.
i vomitted another time once i reach school's toilet.
almost fainted in classroom, luckily i quickly grab hold of the table for support.
was super super pale.. couldnt really eat.
stayed in school and used my sickness as an excuse for leaving early in chem lesson.
who wants to listen ATOM STRUCTURE again?!
sheesh.



SEE!
i type such a long post.
but den you may not see this kind of length anymore rofl.
at least not until my hell course's over.
UNLESS it's a special special occasion that i wan to rant about.


i haven done all my homework.
i haven done anything to clear my debt. lalala.
VDAY's COMING!
cant wait cant wait to celebrate with him.
our first vday together.
and our 8th monthsary too. o.o
time has indeed flew past us.


dearest bb:
though i may have say this about a million times,
and i mean it whenever i say,
even though we both sometimes do have rough days,
you are still holding on to this r/s with me
i love you boy.
you're the sweestest one. and the cutest boy in your school uniform. :D


Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

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