blood runs thicker in the family.
i still really really cant believe that im REALLY going to aussie to study UNI level.
ROFL.
though i have been saying saying saying it since secondary 3,
i never thought i will study there in terms of financial, environment and my chance of studying there.
Though i know my brother is a Aust PR blah blah blah, and i thought my parents wont really send me over there due to their overprotection and despite that they had spent a bomb on my brother's education, they still did! :)
and now brother and parents totally support me in studying medical science course when they read the news of the bombing jobs opportunities in biomedical field. WOOHOO!
thankyou god! no more pressure of choicing an ideal course which fills my pocket in the future.
been talking alot to mum. dunoe why. it just comes to me naturally.
though we tend to be on loggerheads, she's still the one who understands me the most.
and father will be the one who pampers me the most. :D
brother will be the best advisor i will ever get :D
brother and i think alike in terms of fashion. we both can compliment each other's dressing and criticize each other with no hard feelings.
and other issues, he's very realistic but i like to think otherwise. hope do come unexpectedly right?
i got the best of three worlds man!
i know i took my family for granted in the past.
they do give me space and respect and freedom of my own.
and did what they could to shelter me from harm. yet when i was younger, i will lie to go out with friends. i know what i did was wrong. at least things went smoothly or else now i'll be having a hard time earning their trust.
anyway, was talking to mum about this world and the diff between me and my brother.
told her how much i hate office politics and that i could only comfort myself that God created us and diff people serve diff purposes in this society. (familiar right! lols. typed out in previous post too)
den i said brother's job is inhumane.
it only cares about the "health" of the economy and not their workers.
and their job purpose doesnt really benefits the public or other workers.
because they calculate how much the company has loss/profit.
if there's loss, the lower rank people will have to do something about it.
and i told her though hospital or research labs may have this kind of politics but it's not shown,
at least i still can care about people. at least i can help people whatever i can.
i wan a job that allows me to be with people as long it's not sales i can do it. LOLS.
im poor at persuading people. you all know. and im a bad liar. really. i dunoe how i convinced parents when i was younger. lols.
i wan a job that allows me to gain satisfaction. and helping people do reward me with utmost satisfaction.
and it doesnt matter how many hours i work. it's a joy seeing people smile after i helped them.
brother's job made me work from 7am to 11pm. like wtf. they are not machines! this is a must de lor due to the load of work. there's so many deadlines.
at least my job do have a time frame and i also can volunteer to work longer. it wasnt a must.
mother heard me saying this, she went dumbfounded for awhile.
and gave me the look "wah. my ah girl has matured already"
den after that, many hours later, she say next time when i work, i must buy a condo and she will live in with me.
i asked why, she say she dun want to live with these guys, referring to my dad and bro. ROFL.
den i say im much lazier and much messier and dirtier than brother why you wan to live with me?
she said something like living with daughter is better.
wah. im suppppppper uber touched by what she said man.
den i said i dun even know if i can earn that amt fast enough for to buy a condo so she could live in with me. let's say i even studied Master. i will be ard 23 years old and mother will be in her late sixties. =\
i wish my parents both have a long life to live.
since God has blessed them with another child which is definitely me at such a late and dangerous age for my mum, i hope He will also bless them for a long life to enjoy.
though i really want to go aussie, i cant bear to leave my parents alone.
old people tend to be much much vunlerable. =\
what IF they fall and slipped somewhere in the house??! although my house's flooring is like non-slipped tiles. omg. i dunoe what to do. there's no one to look after them. no one will know.
ah. i dun wan to think about it. totally cant envision what solutions could there be.
employ a maid who's good in taking care of old people?!
damn scared of maids nowadays though i always have maid last time. and they're always SUPER ultra good to me like my real sister even though i always pinch them, kick them.
LOLS. i was a super super super notorious tomboy.
now maids are soo scary. kill baby, "kidnapped children" omg. what if they steal my parents' money lahs. !!! ><
really dun wan to think about it.
anyway, im still in a shocked state that im going to study undergraduate level. o.o
firstly, i dont have the brains to go to uni level. i was never never never a smart student.
im only love maths. that's the thing i do best. im just an average student.
i know that i cannot survive through JC esp GP. because my english aint that good either.
im better in writing stories, never explanation, discussion essays. my history marks has proven that. i surely i cant make it to unis through poly. i can never be one of those tops.
secondly, IT'S LIKE A DREAM CAME TRUE. and how many dreams do actually come true in the whole entire life? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! overseas study!
like #$@#%#$^@#&#%$#^#&&( lahs.
thirdly, IM NOT STUDYING SG EDUCATION SYSTEM! haha!
byebye sg edu system man. aint saying more. later i will be caught.
fourthly, wider job opportunities in the western countries. cant say much either.
politics politics politics. sheeeesh.
not going to type more. need to get back to chemistry work.
it's driving me crazy! ahhhhhhh. stupid organic chemistry. secondary was like a short short chapter on this topic. but what im studying now is like 10 times more than i studied before.
pfffffft.
i love family lots. <#3s
ROFL.
though i have been saying saying saying it since secondary 3,
i never thought i will study there in terms of financial, environment and my chance of studying there.
Though i know my brother is a Aust PR blah blah blah, and i thought my parents wont really send me over there due to their overprotection and despite that they had spent a bomb on my brother's education, they still did! :)
and now brother and parents totally support me in studying medical science course when they read the news of the bombing jobs opportunities in biomedical field. WOOHOO!
thankyou god! no more pressure of choicing an ideal course which fills my pocket in the future.
been talking alot to mum. dunoe why. it just comes to me naturally.
though we tend to be on loggerheads, she's still the one who understands me the most.
and father will be the one who pampers me the most. :D
brother will be the best advisor i will ever get :D
brother and i think alike in terms of fashion. we both can compliment each other's dressing and criticize each other with no hard feelings.
and other issues, he's very realistic but i like to think otherwise. hope do come unexpectedly right?
i got the best of three worlds man!
i know i took my family for granted in the past.
they do give me space and respect and freedom of my own.
and did what they could to shelter me from harm. yet when i was younger, i will lie to go out with friends. i know what i did was wrong. at least things went smoothly or else now i'll be having a hard time earning their trust.
anyway, was talking to mum about this world and the diff between me and my brother.
told her how much i hate office politics and that i could only comfort myself that God created us and diff people serve diff purposes in this society. (familiar right! lols. typed out in previous post too)
den i said brother's job is inhumane.
it only cares about the "health" of the economy and not their workers.
and their job purpose doesnt really benefits the public or other workers.
because they calculate how much the company has loss/profit.
if there's loss, the lower rank people will have to do something about it.
and i told her though hospital or research labs may have this kind of politics but it's not shown,
at least i still can care about people. at least i can help people whatever i can.
i wan a job that allows me to be with people as long it's not sales i can do it. LOLS.
im poor at persuading people. you all know. and im a bad liar. really. i dunoe how i convinced parents when i was younger. lols.
i wan a job that allows me to gain satisfaction. and helping people do reward me with utmost satisfaction.
and it doesnt matter how many hours i work. it's a joy seeing people smile after i helped them.
brother's job made me work from 7am to 11pm. like wtf. they are not machines! this is a must de lor due to the load of work. there's so many deadlines.
at least my job do have a time frame and i also can volunteer to work longer. it wasnt a must.
mother heard me saying this, she went dumbfounded for awhile.
and gave me the look "wah. my ah girl has matured already"
den after that, many hours later, she say next time when i work, i must buy a condo and she will live in with me.
i asked why, she say she dun want to live with these guys, referring to my dad and bro. ROFL.
den i say im much lazier and much messier and dirtier than brother why you wan to live with me?
she said something like living with daughter is better.
wah. im suppppppper uber touched by what she said man.
den i said i dun even know if i can earn that amt fast enough for to buy a condo so she could live in with me. let's say i even studied Master. i will be ard 23 years old and mother will be in her late sixties. =\
i wish my parents both have a long life to live.
since God has blessed them with another child which is definitely me at such a late and dangerous age for my mum, i hope He will also bless them for a long life to enjoy.
though i really want to go aussie, i cant bear to leave my parents alone.
old people tend to be much much vunlerable. =\
what IF they fall and slipped somewhere in the house??! although my house's flooring is like non-slipped tiles. omg. i dunoe what to do. there's no one to look after them. no one will know.
ah. i dun wan to think about it. totally cant envision what solutions could there be.
employ a maid who's good in taking care of old people?!
damn scared of maids nowadays though i always have maid last time. and they're always SUPER ultra good to me like my real sister even though i always pinch them, kick them.
LOLS. i was a super super super notorious tomboy.
now maids are soo scary. kill baby, "kidnapped children" omg. what if they steal my parents' money lahs. !!! ><
really dun wan to think about it.
anyway, im still in a shocked state that im going to study undergraduate level. o.o
firstly, i dont have the brains to go to uni level. i was never never never a smart student.
im only love maths. that's the thing i do best. im just an average student.
i know that i cannot survive through JC esp GP. because my english aint that good either.
im better in writing stories, never explanation, discussion essays. my history marks has proven that. i surely i cant make it to unis through poly. i can never be one of those tops.
secondly, IT'S LIKE A DREAM CAME TRUE. and how many dreams do actually come true in the whole entire life? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! overseas study!
like #$@#%#$^@#&#%$#^#&&( lahs.
thirdly, IM NOT STUDYING SG EDUCATION SYSTEM! haha!
byebye sg edu system man. aint saying more. later i will be caught.
fourthly, wider job opportunities in the western countries. cant say much either.
politics politics politics. sheeeesh.
not going to type more. need to get back to chemistry work.
it's driving me crazy! ahhhhhhh. stupid organic chemistry. secondary was like a short short chapter on this topic. but what im studying now is like 10 times more than i studied before.
pfffffft.
i love family lots. <#3s
and i love my boyfriend lots too!
he's super uber sweet for these few weeks. volunteer to massage me after a long day of studying.
and now he cracks me up quite often too.
we've been laughing alot for no reason. totally like a crazy couple.
it totally looks like the sotong that yongen and jiankuang bought for him for his 18th bday lahs. he drew it so uber cute! but it short of 2 legs.
and i cant believe i fall for the april's fool for maggie msg!!! AHHHHH.
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