pampered one

diet plan failed for me these two days! boyf is the evil one to make me eat!
it just seems that whenever he's with me, i always always feel hungry.
=\
but i managed to keep my calories intake as long as possible during school days
like eating one bun and drink >1.5L of water in school
keep stuffing myself with water keeeps me bloated! =)
and one of my classmates keeps me motivated too.
cheers to our diet plan to succeed!
and i have already lost some inches all over my body. *wide grins



feeling kinda low these days.
nothing happen between the both of us. just my own thoughts and feelings.
realised i dun really cut out for any profession in the business world
im too naive, i dun really tell lies (depending on situations ) etc etc
im just damn dumb in business stuff lahs.
im at loss in deciding what degree courses im taking next year.
it totally sucks when nothing can help me to decide.
talkings from brother, parents, relatives and lecturers
i do get some info about the future attractive jobs
but none really interests me.
in the end, what i really wan to work as it's still kindergarten teacher / nurse.
i wan a job that's fun, interacting with diff sorts of people
i dun really go for the salary.
was talking to someone about money issue of my future job.
i said i didnt really care about the salary.
she replied that ultimately it will still be the money issue because you need it to survive.
=\ i didnt think about that.
guess im still my daddy's pampered girl uh.


school work's really demanding and im spending lesser time with him oready!
and it just reminds me of "if you wan something, you have to lose something "
this idiom or whatever popular phrase it is, nv fails to be a reminder in many aspects of my life.
whenever i am faced between two choices, it just pops out in my head.
why why why?
why cant we have all the best in the world?


father's operation, i hope it goes well.
i love you daddy even though i hadnt say it for quite a while


the happy thing about this week that im able to chat up with a few close friends.
:D
and note to terrance : oi! stop braggin arh. quick hitch me a ride on your car and bike man!
how long have you promised me??
and girls girls girls.
to all my girlfriends and close boyfriends : be it you're in TP or NP or whatever poly, PLEASE TELL ME WHEN YOU'RE FREE FOR A CHALET IN JUNE. i think there's one holiday period one? so notify me via msn. please do so. =\ (it's very impt!)


i guess i will post a proper post next time. :D
dun forget to inform me abt your holidays!