10 days and still counting :(

AHHH!
im eating cereal now.
i have a bowl of soup, chocolates, granola bars, biscuit desiring to be my loves. :D

i have to eat as much as i can now.
because i cant eat or drink anything before midnight.
and i presume after surgery for the next few days or even the whole week.
how can i drink water when my mouth of full of blood.
EEEW.
and guess what. im going to have my period maybe tml or 2 days later.
women's intuition.
fuck.
i will be losing lots of blood!
i need transfusion!

my dad told me his story when he removed ONE molar.
for the whole of 12 hours, he kept spitting out mouthful of blood.
went back to hospital for fear of excessive loss of blood.
my mum also removed one.
and she told me the blood aint liquid. when you spit it out, it's like strings.
EEW EEW EEEWWWWWWW!

they tried to convince me to take out 2 by 2.
instead of 4 at once.
i can imagine how much blood i will be losing already. wth.
but i rather get it over and done.
it may be risky.
because my distant uncle died of excessive loss of blood after removing four.
my parents are totally freaking me out.

and lynn told me her sis recently removed 4 too.
and her face practically swollened alot!
but she's fine.
thank god.


YES. lynn's back from canada again!
pls pls pls pls pls heal faster! i want to see her before she leaves.



back to my food. :DDDDD