may God bless you

argh. bloody blogger.
i've waited for 4 hours for the damn blardy photo uploader to be fix.
but i dun care. i wanna slp.


this part's dedicated to my dear Priscilla.
i dunoe what to say.
we're the 4 girls who stick to each other like glue.
we're always snatching the toilet cubicles.
we're always mocking at someone else's mistakes.
we're ALWAYS talking about shopping and makeups.
and not to mention shoes, and LV
the 4 of us help each other and pushes each other to work harder.
that time we mug for chem.
times when stella always complained your long silky hair invaded her space.
times when you said weird indo language which one one understands.
times when you missed home and we comforted you.
times when we imitate your ringtone "*whistle!* TAXI"
times when we four stood together when we had quarrel with smiley.
times when i always fiddle with your hair.
times when we always tease you with matthew.
times when you lean on my shoulder

we were speechless when you said for the 101th times that this IS your last day.
why didn't you tell us beforehand?
why?! why when you're experiencing problems, you didnt wan to tell us?
there's so many whys.
but den your decision is respected girl.
it's really unexpected. the whole morning was perfectly normal.
you even taught me maths questions. we were talking about seventeen.
we even commented on each one's attire today.
and i pinched your cheeks. we went down to buy spring rolls. and you even had your usual ice milo
but you had your last meal in TP.
girl, i cant say how much i will miss you.

3 of us cried for the whole hour.
mr lee was kind enough to propose the idea of doing the tasks another day.
but we concluded that we werent be free.
i cried the worst. was the first to cry, last to stop.
i even cause jennissa to cry who is strong in every way.
we hug each other to cry.
i didnt have to mood to stay back after that.
so i head to sengkang to go to his house.
on the way, i looked at the last photo we tooked, i couldnt hold back my tears.
i dun care whether i embarrassed myself or what because i do feel the need to cry.
at his house, i oso cry. dunoe how many times sia.
so for the entire day, i cried. laogong even say my eyes like goldfish. shyt him.


and now, as i typed this entry, im crying terribly.
the four of us are tied by this strong bond instantly.
to think we're the first one to know that she quit. not even teachers.
when i came home, mother saw my swollen eyes den i have to repeat the story again.
den i cry again.
no one knows how im really feeling except for stella and jennissa.
i really really need my friends' support to peserve me in this course.
it's really important.
and now, leaving the 3 of us. i guess we would be needing each other help more.
even though you're still in sg, but neither of us would have the time to meet anymore.
it's not the same anymore.
we cant see one's expressions anymore.
we cant complain to each other anymore.


i wish you all the best girl.


and shyt. i cant stop crying.