time to kick balls.

and i wanted to slap him and kick his balls so much
but i couldnt because i was almost losing my conscious already.

totally regretting now.
why must everything goes wrong when i really wan to slap him and kick his balls?
urgh. justice is so not done.

but i cant help tearing when i hear used-to-be-our songs.
however, i know this time it's easier for me to move on despite the time we're together because
you really dun love me anymore.
and i felt really relieved after deleting all our photos and smses.

physics paper tml!
damn. quick quick quick get it over.
but i think im going to screw that paper.
i didnt studied because i was crying all the time.
damn, i just hope i still can go into medical science.

everyone's complaining that im damn skinny now.
i freaked out too. just because of getting drunk,
i lost 2kg immediately. so imma 52 now.
yup elhannah, im skinner than you. but dun worry. i still look bigger than you.
weight's losing faster than i expected.
and gastrics acting up now. oh man.
first of may was like 58kg.
classmates also been saying i lost too much weight too fast.
ever since the course started, they saw i look chubby at first.
now machiam like sulken skeleton. lols.
o well, things have gone this way, let it be.