finding back me.

I'll move on - Olivia Ong
This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turning away
Can't seem to go on.

And I've been thru' this before.
Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here.
But I'll remember. All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near
I'll move on I'll go on. Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may. I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am
Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far
And I want to carry on
Take a step a little time It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again
Don't hold back now.

And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, Here I am. Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may. I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.


I've missed out on the Lord for so long. ever since the commencement of my course,
i only attend the meeting twice. once with him and yongen. second one was before this semester exams.
i only hope i can seek Him with all my heart again.
i have totally neglected Him.
i couldnt imagine how much i have changed when i was with him. ><

now, i shall pick up when i have left.
i also will continue practising piano to make my mummy happy.
she's always happy listening to me playing the piano as she didnt have the chance to have her own piano.
before i leave sg, i will do anything to make my parents happy.
it's the least i can do.
and i will do my all time fav. past time. reading.
gosh i see so many new authors on the shelves when i was browsing mph.
damn, i want to buy alot of books! i also want to buy the new book of mitch albom.
though there's 3 books i have yet to read, im reading it finish today.
my dad used to force me to read books when i was primary school. lols. but ever since i started reading my bro's John Grisham books, i continued reading more and more books.

and im back to listening to The Platters. the original band who sings "Only You"
i find myself damn old-fashioned. but oldies are always appreciated.
unlike the modern songs, oldies are always much more emotional and sentimental.
imagine me, listening to these kind of music when im only 4years old.
really! i started listening to all these songs when im 4.
that's why my mum thought i would love piano. she's only half-correct.
im in love with jazz.
in piano practical exams, i always get full marks or almost full for my jazz piece.
even my piano teacher always tell me im always in the mood for jazz but sleepy for classical. haha!

so far, i havent find any who loves jazz as much as me.
and there's hardly any jazz or blues concert in singapore!
hope im able to hear more of it in australia. haha.
The Platters has brought me into my own world for a while where nothing else matters.
and den i got a reminder from Zenith that it's mybday later. ha
o well, im 18 but it's really just like a normal day.
just that i received more smses and calls.