a happy day

I woked up happy, walking to school without any burden.
First stranger approached me, introduced himself. We just talked all the way to our own classes.
I think the Lord is telling me something because I felt more relaxed that he's a singaporean.
It's been long since i socialised.

I thought i should cancel my meeting with counsellor because i felt alright even though i asked her to make it in advance because i cant take it the past few days. She said im lucky that there's a cancellation today. I like to think it's His doings. Once im in her room, i burst into tears again. I felt so much better after telling her because she knew my anticipation when he was coming in june for our 2nd anniversary.

Tomorrow, i will dress up to make myself happy. Im in control now.